Friday, July 28, 2006
haha the sec2s are troubling over subject combi. so am i. ahhhhh! actually its more of what i wanna do when i grow up. man i'm only 15andahalf! same age as quite alot of sec3s now! oh poor young hil. decisions decisions.
okay. what am i considering?
1. somewhere in the science field. but i don't wanna be a researcher. but then i also don't mind. but then i wanna join those kinda commercial companies, where they do special stuff for schools and all. but then i also wanna learn more about cells. fascinating things, those. hmms. maybe i can work in a lab and think of commercial stuff and do research at the same time. YES. but then also ah, if i ever go into research, i don't wanna stay in singapore. i know there's astar and all that... but see how la. their scholarships go to people who get a crazy >3.8 for uni gpa. haha sher you can take that!
COS! i went for this bio talk yesterday and OHMY it is so interesting! its about cell death and cancer. and i rmbed yesterday that when i was young (younger than now) people would ask me what i wanted to do when i grew up and i would say "find a cure for cancer." i think i got that from all the drama serials cos everyone used to die of cancer in those shows last time. but YES! its fascinating!
for example. the guy giving the talk, he discovered the implications of mutations of the p53 gene or sth. and mymy the implications are BIG. those who carry the mutation of the p53 gene have a 100% chance of getting cancer. so you see entire families with every single member getting cancer. even kids, adults, everyone. scary.
AND did you know! that cells usually don't die cos of foreign bodies. like they don't die cos you poke them and they burst and they die. they have a suicide mechanism! they commit suicide! and they got other ways of dying too, like eating themselves. whoa. fascinating.
and its just the whole process of finding ways to beat that horrible yet smart cancer. trying to trick it here and there... its the problem solving that attracts me, not really the helping people part. oops.
2. i'm too lazy to write it out alr. haha. but its a totally humans field. if i decide to take it i'll prob drop all of my sciences in jc.
okay anyway! today i went to popo's house for dinner! YAY. she cooks nice food.
ciao.
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haha the sec2s are troubling over subject combi. so am i. ahhhhh! actually its more of what i wanna do when i grow up. man i'm only 15andahalf! same age as quite alot of sec3s now! oh poor young hil. decisions decisions.
okay. what am i considering?
1. somewhere in the science field. but i don't wanna be a researcher. but then i also don't mind. but then i wanna join those kinda commercial companies, where they do special stuff for schools and all. but then i also wanna learn more about cells. fascinating things, those. hmms. maybe i can work in a lab and think of commercial stuff and do research at the same time. YES. but then also ah, if i ever go into research, i don't wanna stay in singapore. i know there's astar and all that... but see how la. their scholarships go to people who get a crazy >3.8 for uni gpa. haha sher you can take that!
COS! i went for this bio talk yesterday and OHMY it is so interesting! its about cell death and cancer. and i rmbed yesterday that when i was young (younger than now) people would ask me what i wanted to do when i grew up and i would say "find a cure for cancer." i think i got that from all the drama serials cos everyone used to die of cancer in those shows last time. but YES! its fascinating!
for example. the guy giving the talk, he discovered the implications of mutations of the p53 gene or sth. and mymy the implications are BIG. those who carry the mutation of the p53 gene have a 100% chance of getting cancer. so you see entire families with every single member getting cancer. even kids, adults, everyone. scary.
AND did you know! that cells usually don't die cos of foreign bodies. like they don't die cos you poke them and they burst and they die. they have a suicide mechanism! they commit suicide! and they got other ways of dying too, like eating themselves. whoa. fascinating.
and its just the whole process of finding ways to beat that horrible yet smart cancer. trying to trick it here and there... its the problem solving that attracts me, not really the helping people part. oops.
2. i'm too lazy to write it out alr. haha. but its a totally humans field. if i decide to take it i'll prob drop all of my sciences in jc.
okay anyway! today i went to popo's house for dinner! YAY. she cooks nice food.
ciao.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
hahaha today gb was fun! had squad time, heralds played truth or dare. agape played truth or dare. haha and agape is super SICK! all the dares all involve some sort of sickness lor! haha today squad time seemed like bully-hil time. but last squad time la, hong2 them abit.
hmms. i think the pen they used to spin was rigged. it kept pointing to me.
haha the agape dares were super LOL. amelia had to go and kiss victoria. elissa had to say sth sick to jan. emily had to walk in and accuse julie of sth wrong. val and emily had to err proclaim their attraction to me?! and tiddy had to dance with me!
heralds. haha. i think i was the only who did the dares. eh really eh. lets see. hil duck-walked around the room quacking. hil said this illogical poem thingy to val. and to lina too. its really illogical.
roses are red
violets are blue
if you expect this to rhyme
you're WRONG.
then...
kick the table
kick the chair
kick your boyfriend
go away la!
hahaha!
OH. some point in time, the pen pointed to waiian. she picked truth. HAHA so guess what i asked her!
"tell me truthfully ah. must tell truth ah. do you crush michelle tan?"
her reaction was super funny! first she started laughing. half laugh half giggle la. LOL. and she was covering her face! and cos while laughing she was rocking back and forth too. haha so weird! but yes. then when she put her hands down... she was BLUSHING! awwwwww. and all the time hil looks on half amused, half incredulous at her reaction.
"no lah!"
hahaha yesyes very convincing!
but haha squad time today was fun. lots of laughter, which is good. haha and while we were having fun and laughing and getting all light-hearted... levites! whoa. but great squad bond they have.
after that stayed back talked to gb people who stayed back too.
then go home!
ciao.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
haha i came here with the intention to rant, but man it takes waiting for 3 pages to load before coming here. so no more ranty feeling!
1. go to
www.blogger.com2. sign in
3. click on the [new post] link
tsktsk so many pages! all unhappiness slips away by then. don't see a point in ranting anymore haha!
but basically i was unhappy. and it was brought over from monday. okay ohno i'm getting displeased again.
raHHHH.
clam.
lets talk about exams! what do i have to study?
- bio.
- chem.
- physics.
- geog.
- math.
heehee.
ciao.
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Friday, July 21, 2006
hmms today was rhd! haha.
sec4s did bhangra-robics. lol. i think the music was too slow. have to be faster to make people feel like dancing! and it was sweltering hot in the gym w no aircon! haha great work-out, good for burning calories. pity all those people dancing in cheongsams though. haha!
the items put up by sec3s and 4s were great! haha esp the sheep one, when they got to the white yellow and brown sheep part, those three people with paperbags over their heads and their shirts stuffed with stuff come running out... super hilarious!
melo told me about a dream. she dreamt of me. she dreamt that i had 4 piercings in my left ear and one in my right. and she dreamt too that i told her that i pierced because i liked the pain. haha! if i ever pierce my ears, i'd make sure the number on each ear is unequal. wouldnt mind having 4 piercings in left ear and one in right. but then i'd have to take care of 5 extra holes in my body. wait get infection. so troublesome. don't want.
and YES the highlight of the day! ahahaha! michy made/painted this batik cloth for me! ahhhhhhhh so sweet! hmms when she was making the thing i was totally blur bout the entire thing haha! cos i think she was drawing the thingy. then she saw dino. but i wasnt in the room so no problem. then dino came to where i was and told me that michy was in the batik room. and since i wanted to pass her sth i went to the batik room! and i talked to her and she showed me pictures and i think she was still trying to finish the cloth but i didnt notice. then sometime later she sent me off to go see what rachel was doing. so i went. then after a while i went to go look for her beside the iron thingy. and i still didnt notice anything. but then! she pushed me away and said 'don't look!' so of course hil smartsmart link it to 'she's got sth up her sleeve' right! haha but i had to go and reflect. so i went down to reflect. then sometime later she caught up with me and gave me e cloth.
never underestimate the blurness of hil.
but the thing i wanna say is: THANKYOUKIDDO! when she gave me the cloth and i saw it i was like "ohman. ahhhhhhhh why michy so nice one?!" and the "awwwww. ohman. awwwww. ohman. awwwww. ahhhhhh!!!" feeling continued. so i gave her a hug and i was still in shock and looking at the pic. it was so sweet la. IT IS SO SWEET DO YOU SEE THE ANTS CRAWLING ON IT ALREADY? hahaha! then throughout reflections i was just staring at it and going "ohmannnn. ahhhhhh." and dino felt it too!
now, i shall rant on about how nice it is.
its a picture of a hill. the background is the sea, and somewhere at the tip of the hill is the sun. i think it is a sunset. and ahhhhhh the picture itself is sooo nice. there's so much meaning! to me la. its just... e stuff that i love doing. the sea, where i love staring out at the sky... and the sunset! haha that just has sooo much meaning. man. just looking at it gives me a waff feeling.
and the colours. my goodness the blend of colours was great! is great. haha the hill is just so solid purple, and the two eyes are super cute! so michy's style. and the sea! is sooo blue! the amazing thing about it is the the colours are so solid. like there are no accidental mixings. and now the SUNSET. whoa. the sun itself is reddish orange. then i dunno how she did it but it slowly becomes yellow and it reallyreallyreally looks like a sunset. prodedness. and around the sky... there's green! haha that has meaning too. :)
yea kiddo. its awesome. thankyouloads.
then after school! went pooling with ge, eva and xinhui. at cine! first we went to e 9th storey cos jess and grace wanted to go to some jap fan store. and man the people there are UGLY. haha! its just full of pictures of weird sissy looking jap/korean guys with big weird eyes and weird-shaped lips and even weirder shaped faces. wearing weird sissy clothes. rahhh. i don't get it. and i have found the kind of guys i think who are shuai! the square-jaw kind. like the only guy i found shuai in the store was this manly korean guy with quite a squarish jaw. and ge linked it to me thinking that victorkrum was shuai. he is wat! squarish jaw!
yes and outside the shop was this quite cool place. met charissa and friends there. yea the cool place is kinda like a clubbing place but its not. there are just chairs and xboxes and computers and cinemas. but it was cool to just chill there. after that went to pool! tsktsk hil must practise more.
then went home. and today's 40day thingo is very cool.
ciao.
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ohno. was looking at batch06 photos... and AHHHHH. haha seeing the seven deadly sins of batch06 makes me wanna laugh my head off cos its super funny! with lianne looking like she's gonna laugh in PRIDE... and the expressions of some people are really hilarious! vic and lydia in lust... haha and michellecheong looks super cute in all the pictures! esp WRATH haha!
but. while wanting to laugh my head off... also feel like crying.
its like the "ohno its so darn funny... and we're gonna leave 45th soon" that kind of feeling.
AHHHHHHH only a few more sessions I DON'T WANNA LEAVE. what am i supposed to do with my mondays and wednesdays huh?

batch06 you rock so much man.
ciao.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
haha today was inter-ug day! quite interesting la lol.
ohyes yunxi wants me to blog about the pepsicola game. so i shall!
haha one of the stations was a pepsicola game. and whoa yunxi really gives everything she has! we were each allowed two steps... so this brave girl took a step toward e opponent. and... it turns out that e opponent is just
slightly out of reach! alas, a little miscalculation could have such dire effects! but, deciding to risk all, yunxi does the ULTIMATE move... to reach the opponent's leg... she
SPLITS!
"that was such a beautiful move", thought hil who was e first to get kicked out of the game, "i must congratulate her on such a great effort."
thus! hil starts praising yunxi for her excellent never-say-die self-sacrificial attitude! but yunxi, despite such a great show put up, miscalculated again and was the third to get out of the game.
haha the end.
yunxi! nice not?
ciao.
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
i've been frowning all night.
its time to SMILE!
:D
i like kutless.
i like nickleback
all angsty songs one.
but more healthy to listen to kutless haha.
you're all alonerunning out of ways tohold on to hopeand it always slips awayyou're all alonebut you don't have topretend to copethere is a brighter wayRAHHH.
SMILESMILESMILE.
*shows gleaming teeth*
ciao.
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Monday, July 10, 2006
hahaha! couldnt resist. went to the pbelections thingy... and they put the pics of all the nominees there! and they all looked so WEIRD.
hahaha.
ciao.
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
Purpose
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Do you sometimes feel like you are just working to pay bills?
Do you sometimes feel like you doing something that is a waste of your time?
Do you sometimes feel you were born to do something else?
Maybe you were.Do you sometimes feel someone on the inside is telling you to do something different than those on the outside?
Do you sometimes feel like there is a another part of you that is trapped and can't get out?
Do you sometimes feel like someone else is supposed to be doing what you do?
Maybe someone is.
Do you know what you were created to do on Earth?
Do you know what gifts and talents God has placed inside of you?
Do you know how many people will be affected by the power inside of you?
Maybe you should find out?Are you scared to take a chance?
Are you comfortable where you are?
Are you uncomfortable where you are?
All changes involve risk.
Do you know where the road you are on will take you?
Do you know where the road you could be on will take you?
Can you see the future of your greatest potential?
Are you looking without or within?
Look at your fingertip, you have a unique mark in all the world, it remains on everything you touch.
Look at your iris, no eye on Earth sees what you see.
Listen to your voice, your words vibrate a unique pattern that will only sound the same coming from you.
Feel your heartbeat, it pumps blood carrying a DNA (Destiny Now Authorized) that no computer can decode.
There is no amount of money that can compensate for not being in your destiny.
There is no amount of time that can pass that will be too late for at least part of your destiny.
There is no one who knows better what you were designed for than the original designer.
Do you know Him?
What you are is no accident.
Who you are is no mistake.
Where you are is no coincidence.
Why you are is all that is relevant.
What is the purpose of this moment?
When you discover your purpose you will know.
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haha its been a week since i went on the com at home! been busybusybusy! monday had the recording! we started recording on monday, we ended on tuesday! hahaha!
okay i shall start jumping around to events i rmb.
first! hahaha super funny. i think it was thurs. but yes mich and i stayed back in school to study. then when we were going home, at the foyer we saw waiian sitting on the steps! so mich bounced off to say hi and i was strolling behind. but see waiian saw mich and immediately focussed her attention on her! then a thought occured to me haha: waiian hasnt seen me yet! so i can take this opportunity to scare her!
and so... when waiian was talking to mich... i walked up quietly behind her. and then... haha waiian reached out to take mich's hand or sth so weird i dunno why also. and! hil saw this incredible chance and of course she grabbed it!
waiian: *reaching out... gonna touch mich's hand alr...*
hil: HEY why are you touching her huh!
waiian: jumps in shock.
HAHAHA so funny you should have seen her! she literally JUMPED lor! as in jumped! like jumped! boing! hahahaha was laughing my head off even when e car turned out of school.
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next thing... skies! yea these days have had very nice skies. whoa just look up, and the clouds are such an amazing work of art! its like there's this soft blue sky in the background... and you can really see the wispy clouds floating. so many types. got the thin thin type, wispy type, solid type... its so whoa.
and the sky even. its not totally blue... but at one point it changes colour... to abit of pink and yellow. ohyea i'm talking about 6+ in the evening of course. but yea whoa! all the types of clouds, just scattered over the sky, its like an artist using different types of brushstrokes to create different effects. and you just stare and like whoa there are so many different kinda clouds?
and since my phone has a cam now i've been taking pictures everywhere i go. so everytime i go home when i'm walking... i take super long cos i'll just see sth nice and stop to take picture. and i have a thing for trees against skies. dunno why haha!
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hmms was composing a song. it sounds angsty but it wasnt meant to be! its not finished though. here are e first two verses!
a few steps away from home
i've been a wanderer most of my life
but now i feel that something's calling me back
there's a pulling that i can't deny
a few steps away from home
i remember the day i stepped out of the gate
never knew that step would bring me so far
its a mixture of wanting and hate
for those few steps away from home
man it sounds so angsty but it really wasnt meant to be.
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next! haha on sat my batch came down to school to dance. ahhhhhhh its super fun! the dance we have is SUPERCOOL haha and fun to do! its tiring but that makes it all the more funner when you put the song on repeat and dance and dance and dance and dance! vic so pro. choreo the steps all so nice one. but YEA dancing is great man. should come down every sat during options to dance.
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head prefect nominations. its uninteresting. the campaigning not fun one. the speeches are so abstract. haha when the nominees were making their speeches in the hall to the sec4s... by the time we got to the 2nd speaker half the hall wasnt paying attention alr i think.
rachel was being super funny! suddenly she started going on about xmen! hahaha her fav characters same as mine. wolverine and cyclops! AND throughout the speeches... she was putting her 2 fingers to her temples there and shooting like cyclops... and doing the wolverine move where his claws come out! hahaha entertainment man. and she keeps pronouncing rogue as 'roosh'.
yea anyway the speeches were super abstract. the only one i could remember was the hands one. and that is very vaguely. cos she was the first speaker! i think one talked about enzymes and gave us a whole lesson on how they work. but yea i didnt understand all their concepts!
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i can't believe brazil lost to lousy france. their ball play was e only one that was WHOA. and they lost to lousy france. shocker man. i'm just rooting for germany now! miroslav klose! michael ballack! haha. no more oliverkahn though.
semis are wed and thurs night. i am so gonna watch the wed night one. eh wait what do they mean by wed 2.50am ah? is it wed morning? oh so it would be tues night. okay can! wed no chi no eng no geog. no tests! hahaha okay good good. and its nicenice germany vs ukraine. i think germany can win alr lor the teams left are so lousy.
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i want to dance.
i want to sleep.
ciao.
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