Wednesday, March 29, 2006
stella zhang. student? assassin as well.
prowling the corridors of school. looking like a normal student. interacting with people unaware of her identity. focussing on her target:
the math teacher.then... on that normal tuesday. she makes her rounds around the third floor. where teachers pass by, clueless and ignorant of the danger that lay in the normalcy of the school environment.
all seemed well in her eyes. again she runs through the plan in her head.
she had already acquainted herself with the target. she scans the floor again, looking for the slim build that would tell her of her target's approach.
it would be simple and quick. if only she had the chance... not seeing the already familiar frame of her target, she turns back. another day perhaps. she looks up to wave and acknowledge two onlookers; a mich and a hil. she has to resume that facade to fool the minds of those who did not suspect yet.
a sudden sense. immediately her head snaps up.
is that what i see?the math teacher approaches.
she tenses. this is it.soon. her job would be done.soon.
she watches as the hil runs toward the target and engages the target in conversation. she waits.
ah! she approaches.hil backs away to talk to the mich.
the student approaches the teacher, seemingly to ask a question. the teacher pauses and turns to face her.NOW!with a quick movement her hand grabs the smooth metal, whipping it out.
finally!...
the scissors clatters to the floor.
alas! it was mistimed.the assassin curses under her breath. and instantly, the facade is up again. fixing a shocked look on her face, she bends to pick the deadly weapon up.
looking at the stunned faces staring at the scissors... do they know?
she brushes it off with a smile and proceeds to ask the teacher a question. the tension breaks and normalcy resumes.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!
ciao.
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
"Run"Why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I
just, just want to be with you.
Looking down from above as you watch TV
Wondering why, oh you're ignoring me
Do you remember, remember when I came to you
And you loved me
And I'm waiting for you
And I'm waiting for you
Why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I
just, just want to be with you, to be with you
Hey, why do you run why do you hide oh do't you know
I just, just want to be with you, to be with you...
Whatever happened to the love, the love you had for me
When you first came to me
Don't you know that I died, died so I could be with
you forever.
And I'm waiting for you
And I'm waiting for you
Why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I
just, just want to be with you, to be with you
Hey, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know
I just, just want to be with you, to be with you...
Find a place of solitude, and I'll speak to you
As you pray to me
Don't you know I'm waiting here, waiting for you to
read and hear my words
I'm waiting here missing the time the times we shared
oh, please come to me
So, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I
just, just want to be with you, to be with you
Hey, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know
I just, just want to be with you, to be with you...
have to stop running.
ciao.
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i just realised. that march camp is over. ohman. as in what it means. its like e really big event my batch had to plan... it's come and gone. we survived it. it's over! we got through it. march camp is always THE event that everyone looks to the sec4s for... and our turn is over.
was just thinking just now... wat sec4 farewell will be like. i can't imagine it. seriously. that strange feeling... knowing that that's e very very last official gb meeting you'll have as a batch with the company. that the next time you come back it'll be different. you won't actually belong anymore.
i'll really really really miss 45th.
ahhhhh treasure whatever time we have left!
ciao.
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Friday, March 24, 2006
a braindead hil greets you.
went blading again. it felt different. i shall never wear white socks with colourful rims again. can't blade in them. so i only bladed for 10min.
my batteries for mp3 run out v easily. killed 3 already. maybe i should try stick a potato in since they say it is a source of electicity.
i miss pear.
saw a big spider hanging from a lamppost today. saw a bird with sth gross in its mouth. dunno what it is. its either a very weird centipede or a frog.
a braindead hil bids you farewell.
ciao.
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
haha i went blading! lol! actually no la didnt go park just bladed at the road outside my house. okay la i can blade. but very slowly. at least its faster than walking haha! and i dunno how to do anything else besides move forward. dunno how to stop, turn, anything. if i turn i just wait for e wheels to stop, then i walk. lol!
and i did sth quite dumb for someone who doesnt know how to stop on blades. i tried going down a slope! and the slope is a road! wahh smart smart. haha!
yea cos i thought somehow i would learn how to brake on the slope. or at least i'd be able to. last resort just purposely fall down then will stop. so i bladed down the slope.
at first nothing much. then... started getting faster! wahhhh! okay then i thought i better try to brake now if not i'll crash into sth. so i tried. and it didnt work. die. so i thought haha lucky at this time the road is empty. so at least won't get knock down by car. kinda forgot that i was blading towards e place where cars turned in.
but anyway there werent much cars. until i was almost reaching the junction then a blue car turned in. but it was quite far away so it drove off before i reached it. THEN! a van suddenly appeared out of nowhere! haha thought i was gonna miss it like i did with the car but the rate i was going i was gonna crash into it. tried to turn but HAHA I COULDNT! so i did the last resort. i sat down on the road.
haha sounds quite dumb. sitting in the middle of the road. but anyway i missed the van so yay i'm alive!
ciao.
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i can't aim with the mouse anymore hahaha!
i opened word. then wanted to open a file. so i closed the 'Document 1' that popped up. then i went to click the open files icon. but i missed. and clicked the new document icon. so 'Document 2' popped up. so i went to close it. and went to click the open files icon. but i missed. and clicked the new document icon. so 'Document 3' popped up. haha but i managed to open e file eventually.
i'm bored and there's a truckload of rs to do but spirit is unwilling flesh is weak. haha! i will do it though! prob gonna have to chiong thru the night. my phrasing will turn out all wonky again. and i predict that i will get super irritated with formatting cos the graphs will start jumping here and there. then i'll start missing things with the mouse and accidentally close documents so i must rmb to SAVE!
i love jars of clay. their songs when you first hear them are super weird. i call 'i'll fly away' the suicidal song. cos it really sounds like you wanna die like that haha! i like 'show you love'. those are e only two songs i have. haha shall try and get sher to rip em off her com and give me.
lol the pics of sher are super funny! hahahahaha!
sometimes i wonder why i'm doing work when i could be out there looking and enjoying that nice cool weather. i feel like blading. even though i'm horrible at it haha!
hmms just saw sth interesting... someone's blog name: love as if it wouldnt hurt. interesting interesting.
ciao.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
haha this is interesting:
our spiritual heart determines how we will speak, behave, and respond to life's circumstances. (proverbs 4:23) so we have to keep it pure and spiritually fit!
weight: do we need to lose the weight of unnecessary burdens and cares?
pulse: are we maintaining a steady rhythm of gratitude and praise?
blood pressure: is our trust greater than our anxiety?
diet: are we enjoying the life-giving nutrients of the Word of God?
i think hearts are so interesting. lol.
ciao.
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lol i'm totally stoned. have work to do! but my brain is fuzzed!
yea was smsing pei thru starhub free sms... and i keyed in her number at the 'name' box and my name at the 'number' box. then i was staring at it and wondering why it looked so weird. haha.
i'm doing loads of stupid things lately hahaha. mixing things up hil is getting old! her brain is starting to degenerate! yea i know too many valtans haha.
and later still got viva voce aiyahhhh must have a clear mind!
hahahahahahahahahaha.
ciao.
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Monday, March 20, 2006
haha yay. i am in a kind of happy joyful mood.
oh. my mp3 has been revived! was super sad that it couldnt work after camp... but yay it is revived! and my parents bought me orange speakers too... yay. love my speakers hahahahahaha.
reply tags. first time i'm doing this on a post.
peiling: haha ohwells thanks for your constant asking me not to think so much! yea you don't think so much too okay? lol.
hannah: haha i do? whoa wat did u wanna do man. somehow i think u would do sth more extreme than i would. but well haha yea pride. relying on others is dangerous. lol.
ah ting: haha hello! yea thankew thankew for your concern. dunno la my mood just goes up and down! but should be okay now la.
waiian: whoa. i'm important? haha no la no la. but thanks anyway :)
elissa: is this the gangfight-prone twinnie beanie i see? haha yea i smile :D
today. i just ate lunch. at 4.30 haha. ate a double cheeseburger and slurpee. so long never drink slurpee! nice. then i went to the river next to my house. actually its mangroves la. but yea its nice and quiet and peaceful there. old men usually go there to fish. i saw an old man fishing. watched him fish for awhile. then went back home.
oh yesterday when i was clearing stuff to make way for my speakers. found that i have loads of stuff and wires on e thingy above my bed and spilling onto my bed too.
- handphone charger
- walkman
- adaptor for walkman
- my lamp which i never use
- radio
yea. loads of people all around. have to be strong!
ciao.
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
ahhhhhhhhhh i'm in a reckless don't care mood which is bad i have to keep a hold on my thoughts cos thoughts are DANGEROUS!
stuff i'm thinking of:
1. buying ten bottles of coke and drinking them and see what happens.
2. thats all. lol.
sigh i am so childish sometimes. actually alot of times only i pretend to be mature.
and blogger super irritating the upload pictures page refuses to work properly.
even though i don't like it i think i'm very reliant on people.
ciao.
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Friday, March 17, 2006
sigh. i'm getting way too nostalgic.
today went back to simei. i was already feeling weird on the train. stopped at simei to buy bubble tea cos i wanted to drink bubble tea and the bubble tea there is nice and cheap. so i bought 3 cups. peach milk tea, apple milk tea and milk tea. i love milk tea.
then after buying it... decided to walk around simei. used to live there. so i walked to the block i used to live in. and on the way was just looking out for all the familiar things... crossing the traffic light, walking along the pavement just below the other blocks... then when you turn into the block there's this stone chair... haha was like smiling in anticipation of seeing it then when i turned and saw it it was such a nice feeling.
so i walked through the block... and went to the letterbox area. they moved the letterbox. its now somewhere else. but the lifts and the tiles are still the same. then i went out to the playground. there used to be two playgrounds now they turned one into some kinda garden. remember there used to be those ixora plants and loads of red ants there and the ants would always make houses with the leaves... anyway i went to sit at the playground... and looked up at my block.
and i thought and thought and talked to God. life in simei used to be so simple... and somehow while i was thinking... there was just this feeling that its never gonna go back to those times again. its just this feeling of change. a bit of regret. a bit of reluctance. but acceptance of change.
it was just like... things arent gonna get better. whatever change is happening... its not gonna be nice. yea i'm just gonna hold onto God. there's something else though.
and so i was sitting there for half an hour.
then i went up to my unit. its changed so much haha. but then again not much. that exercising bike which is spoilt is still there. the plants smack in the middle of the big area is still there. the smells are gone though. no more familiar baking smell. and i looked down. haha still remember every evening when you walk along the walkway to my house... the sky is cool. red, purple, blue, yellow... its just cool.
then i went down. and walked to the carpark where my dad always used to park his car. used to loads of ants there but its different. and then i walked back to the mrt. and i saw jiabin! she was cycling! havent seen her and sambok for so long... jiayi also. boo :(
think there's sth wrong with me. like i'm gonna die tmr like that.
6 years havent visited simei alr...
but sth big's gonna happen.
ciao.
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batch06! yayy :) a bunch of great people they are.
sigh i have to think. think think think.
clam.
ciao.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
march retreat 2006!
haha well. its over. i'm sad.
stuff i really loved bout march retreat:
- it bonded my batch somemore. cos it was like we were eating all our meals together (well maybe the rest of my batch; i ate with others haha)... we were meeting up every single free time we had to discuss stuff... and MAN i think my batch just rocks. we are such good actors. i'm serious. the stuff we put together... underground UG and our batch surprise just came out so well. my batch is talented! such great actors we have... BATCH06 IS SO COOL! ahhhhhhhh!!!
- my group! haha group 2! yayy got really nice people in my group. let me list them out!
julie (group leader; my girl)
alicia (super funny; narrator; a-lee-cia)
peiling (cheeky cheese fry; funny kid)
hannah (tinky; peiling's girl; fun person)
gillian (peiling's man)
chin wei (pastor; weird kid singing weird song)
sherlyn ( my man; quiet kid)
me (francis; puddle)
haha yea it was super fun discussing group skit and all... all the lame stuff coming out, laugh laugh laugh... yayy great job with the skit! and WE WON WAR GAMES HA! that was really unexpected. maybe they calculated e scores wrongly. but nevermind we still won haha! and the qts with grace lim were cool too. learnt quite some stuff, clarified stuff. yea grace lim and marc wang are wise.
okay now i shall blog random stuff.
bus ride!
haha weird but i actually like the busrides. both busrides to and from the hotel had same pattern... first half of the journey sleeeeeeeeeeeep. second half of the journey go over to mich's seat and talk. sleeping on the bus is cool. each time sleep for like 2hrs. haha!
underground UG!
what can i say. WELL DONE BATCH06! it was soooo WOW. seriously was scared that my batch wouldnt be able to pull it off. but whoa... my batch is pro man. all of us could act so convincingly dao! hey actually wait. it should be WELL DONE CAMP COMM!!! cos it was the camp comm's effort. haha! yea the camp comm is great. the atmosphere in the torture chamber was super convincing! all the contacts and secret police were so real! ahhhhhhh well done la well done. oh yea chasing vic was FUN. and killing her too.
batch surprise!
and one more time... WELL DONE BATCH06! there were last min changes and all but haha we were adaptable! lol. seriously great job batch06. lina and margie had nice make-up! everyone acted super well! esp val haha! court jester... lol. oh yea val and i were sitting at the waterfall place waiting for people... then suddenly! there was a BIG SPLASH. i thought a coconut dropped into the pond or sth la! still dunno what it was. haha! and both of us are so pro can? composed such a nice song in 5min? nice lyrics val! haha... but yea it was good.
somehow i was e one who kept being pushed into violent roles this camp. like to kill vic (had to try to kill her twice lol.) and to kill margie. oh the first time i attempted to kill vic was held back by 2 michelles! so violent those two tsktsk. fell into a mess of chair and podium. then finally i was restrained. then after that i escaped and killed vic haha! oh and also during bible quiz got stampeded by people! lol!
rooming!
yay roomed with val. somehow against all odds... we managed to fit two geographical features into one room! a hill and a val-ley! LOL. renci and huiqing were super fun room mates too... ahhh renci so nice make milo for me. HAHA. yea it was nice rooming w them.
war games!
haha i managed to play! yay spend more time with the group. it was good la, we were enthu and running as a team and all... they were nice and got me a cup of water... yea it was super fun playing with them. haha! THEN. waterbombs and waterguns and buckets! WAR!!! lol at first we protected our target. then i decided to go pour a bucket of water on mich. so that's wat i did. and she threw a water bomb at me. so i threw her group's waterbomb at her! hahaha!!! then after that vic and i ganged up on her... vic threw a bucket of water at her... and ended up wetting me more than her! ahhh! and i tried to put sand into her shirt but failed. then i took sandy hands and rubbed her face. then she took sandy hands and ruffled my hair! so i did it to her too. in the end we were people wearing white-turned-brown radical shirts with sandy hair and faces.
devotions!
marc wang is good. he really studies the bible. has so much content. asked him a couple of questions.
gang fights!
lol peiling and elissa (the twinnie beanies) are OBSESSED with gang fights! during one meal when i was eating with them... haha it was funny. at any small thing a gang fight would just erupt lor! like just stare a bit they bang table stand up. then the other party will stand up push chair aside and say 'wanna fight ah?' HAHA! funny funny.
group skit!
haha this was fun man. it was based on a gang fight. lol. it was just super funny la... haha great job group2!
i seem to have weird cuts all over my hand. wonder where they came from.
ciao.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
i'm gonna go nuts.
- msg miss wong on bible quiz
- send out email to camp comm for them to pray
- pray and think of songs to sing for youth alpha
- ask sam whether he can lead
- find a musician and ask him/her whether he/she can play
- find photo to paste on housecard
- do interview transcript for rs
- come up with ques for bible quiz
alright.
let's aim to sleep by 4. haha!
Some glad morning when this life is o'er
I'll fly away
To a home on God's celestial shore
I'll fly away
When the shadows of this life have gone
I'll fly away
Like a bird from these prison walls I'll fly
I'll fly away
I'll fly away O glory
I'll fly
I die Hallelujah bye and bye
I'll fly away
O how glad and happy when we meet
I'll fly away
No more cold iron shackles on my feet
I'll fly away
I'll fly away O Glory
I'll fly away
When I die Hallelujah bye and bye
I'll fly away
Just a few more weary days and then
I'll fly away
To a land where joys shall never end
I'll fly away
I'll fly away O glory
I'll fly away
When I die Hallelujah bye and bye
I'll fly away...
ciao.
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haha well. was trying to send a mail thru mich's yahoo account. while still being logged into mine. i didnt know couldnt access 2 accounts at once. so i opened in two different windows.
tried signing into her account. then i went the other window and tried signing into my batch yahoogroups. signed into her account. but my batch yahoogroups couldnt sign in. so i signed in again. then i tried clicking her msgs but the page expired. and i went to sign into her account again. then i went back to batch yahoogroups and this time it asked me to sign in again but the username was mich's. so i clicked sign in as different user and signed in. then i went back to mich's mail and tried signing in but the username was mine. so i clicked sign in as different user. managed to get into yahoogroups. went to click file. then i went to mich's mail and still couldnt sign in. so i kinda figured out could only sign into one account at one time. so i opened the file in yahoogroups then went to sign into mich's account. the end.
haha. math was okay i guess. after math was in a 'don't feel like talking' mood. so i didnt talk much. mostly signed and acted and stoned.
haha i think my batch is great. the stuff we think of... camp's gonna be cool. i hope. yea hope we can pull it off.
ciao.
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
nice verse:
"The LORD your God is with you,
He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you,
He will quiet you with His love,
He will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17
can you imagine that?
its amazing how much God loves me.
how much God loves you.
how much God loves unbelievers.
my concept of His love has been very much warped.
shall try to start understanding abit of it again.
imagine.
ciao.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
haha. i have discovered a similarity between my sister and me. we both have very little respect for authorities. the way we speak to them... its rude. and we don't even realise it.
for me its quite bad. cos i think my tone toward teachers is rude. and i've never noticed it till dino told me. haha thanks dino. but yea. i think math teacher scared of me abit liao. rmb the last time when she first asked me a question... i didnt know the answer and i said 'i don't know.' then she was like asking me to try... and i just said 'i don't know.' then now everytime she walk past my row... only talk to dino and check her stuff... don't say anything bout me one.
haha. sigh.
have to try and change my tone toward teachers... respect them abit more. haha its bad la but i think i'm like that cos i don't care what they think of me. oops. overboard liao. hil shall change!
yea not e first time someone mentioned this to me. ohwells.
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haha i wanna go learn somemore rubber band tricks. its amazing how just doing a few simple tricks can make people smile and relax. relieves stress!
ciao.
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
it is 1am.
i have finished:
RS
-sending minutes
-editting survey analysis
Math
-doing my part in the pt
Geog
-abit of research. quite interesting.
and now i shall continue:
Geog
-abit more research
Bio
-abit of revision?
or maybe i shall just sleep. haha.
i think the stuff i wrote for rs and math are slightly wonky. words write wrongly, arrange wrongly... haha. lately i've been wonky. can't talk properly, trip over my words. write also write wrong. haha.
let us list out the stuff i have to do tmr:
RS
-its crazy but interview transcript
Math
-revision for trigo (A math tb)
-revision for probability (rev ws)
-revision for radian (rev ws/ A math tb)
-prob have to chiong math pt also...
ciao.
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