Sunday, February 26, 2006
just watched i not stupid too. its a great show. teared at alot of parts. seriously its good. yea haha but i think the state that the parents were like is a bit exaggerated though. or maybe i've never seen it that bad? lol.
but... yea the show's main point may be talking bout how parents should go understand their kids and all... but the part that really really struck me was when the aunty was scolding chengcai when his dad was lying in coma... whoa. that initially hit me. then after thinking about it yea i'm letting it sink in.
we may complain that our parents don't understand us, that sometimes they may be unreasonable and all... have like 1000 complaints about them that we don't even realise how much they've done for us.
and...
they have done so much for us... but have we ever done anything for them?
thinking about it... the answer is no. i've not done a single thing for my parents. at least i don't think so. they have put aside a large part of their lives to raise me... and i haven't done anything for them.
seriously if you think about it... your parents are just trying to raise you the best way they know. the stuff that we talk about and go crazy about they really don't understand. and when they attempt to, all we do is to brush them off... when all they are trying to do is learn. there's so much love that's hidden...
why should we complain about our parents, really? cos we feel that they arent doing a good job? that they don't understand us? hmms. then what about us? are we doing a good job ourselves as children? do we
understand them?
they do so much to raise us... man. all we have to do is come home and enjoy. imagine... 15 years of sacrifice
for me so far... not easy.
ciao.
just watched i not stupid too. its a great show. teared at alot of parts. seriously its good. yea haha but i think the state that the parents were like is a bit exaggerated though. or maybe i've never seen it that bad? lol.
but... yea the show's main point may be talking bout how parents should go understand their kids and all... but the part that really really struck me was when the aunty was scolding chengcai when his dad was lying in coma... whoa. that initially hit me. then after thinking about it yea i'm letting it sink in.
we may complain that our parents don't understand us, that sometimes they may be unreasonable and all... have like 1000 complaints about them that we don't even realise how much they've done for us.
and...
they have done so much for us... but have we ever done anything for them?
thinking about it... the answer is no. i've not done a single thing for my parents. at least i don't think so. they have put aside a large part of their lives to raise me... and i haven't done anything for them.
seriously if you think about it... your parents are just trying to raise you the best way they know. the stuff that we talk about and go crazy about they really don't understand. and when they attempt to, all we do is to brush them off... when all they are trying to do is learn. there's so much love that's hidden...
why should we complain about our parents, really? cos we feel that they arent doing a good job? that they don't understand us? hmms. then what about us? are we doing a good job ourselves as children? do we
understand them?
they do so much to raise us... man. all we have to do is come home and enjoy. imagine... 15 years of sacrifice
for me so far... not easy.
ciao.
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
haha school is starting to get stressing. as in really. its affecting people quite badly. dunno wat caused the sudden change also. its like up to last week i was still quite relaxed, not really in school mood yet. at week 7 haha! but suddenly this week. i am struck by how much homework i have piling up as the days go by. i think its partly due to the fact that i havent done any homework this entire week.
but yeah. stress level in school is rising! got snapped at by people and i snapped at people too! haha apologies to those i have infuriated. and its getting quite easy to make my emotions fall and rise. but! haha i lean not on emotions! i lean on God my Rock!
hmms but looking at those stressed people... in the stressed environment... giving off the stressing vibes... i wonder. should i let myself get like that. its very easy to. just let myself go and i'll have myself worrying n stressing over homework and perf tasks in no time. and getting affecting and being down. i am starting to let myself get carried away la. got myself so stressed. tsktsk.
but yea... was wondering... while doing qt...
should i be different?
should i care about people when everyone is concentrating on their own survival, getting their own work done first?
should i continue to place God and people as top priorities in my life when others are putting studies first?
should i control e way i talk and act towards people even when i feel like snapping n glaring?
should i give my cares to God and help other people unload their burdens too?
different?
"do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, perfect and pleasing will." Romans 12:2
"for everyone born of God overcomes the world. this is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith." 1 John 5:4
"therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" 2 Corinthians 5:17
to care?
"each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." Philippians 2:4
to place God and people as top priorities?
"He answered, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind.' and 'Love your neighbour as yourself." Luke 10:27
to control the way i act and talk?
"in the same way let your light so shine before men that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." Matthew 5:16
"do everything in love." 1 Corinthians 16:14
to give my cares to God, and help others to do e same?
"come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest." Matthew 11:28
"cast your cares on the LORD and He will sustain you; He will never let the righteous fall." Psalm 55:22
"carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ." Galatians 6:2
its hard la. but i will try to do it!
the worse a person treats you, bless the person even more!
focus hil!
haha keepy running everyone!
ciao.
haha school is starting to get stressing. as in really. its affecting people quite badly. dunno wat caused the sudden change also. its like up to last week i was still quite relaxed, not really in school mood yet. at week 7 haha! but suddenly this week. i am struck by how much homework i have piling up as the days go by. i think its partly due to the fact that i havent done any homework this entire week.
but yeah. stress level in school is rising! got snapped at by people and i snapped at people too! haha apologies to those i have infuriated. and its getting quite easy to make my emotions fall and rise. but! haha i lean not on emotions! i lean on God my Rock!
hmms but looking at those stressed people... in the stressed environment... giving off the stressing vibes... i wonder. should i let myself get like that. its very easy to. just let myself go and i'll have myself worrying n stressing over homework and perf tasks in no time. and getting affecting and being down. i am starting to let myself get carried away la. got myself so stressed. tsktsk.
but yea... was wondering... while doing qt...
should i be different?
should i care about people when everyone is concentrating on their own survival, getting their own work done first?
should i continue to place God and people as top priorities in my life when others are putting studies first?
should i control e way i talk and act towards people even when i feel like snapping n glaring?
should i give my cares to God and help other people unload their burdens too?
different?
"do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, perfect and pleasing will." Romans 12:2
"for everyone born of God overcomes the world. this is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith." 1 John 5:4
"therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" 2 Corinthians 5:17
to care?
"each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." Philippians 2:4
to place God and people as top priorities?
"He answered, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind.' and 'Love your neighbour as yourself." Luke 10:27
to control the way i act and talk?
"in the same way let your light so shine before men that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." Matthew 5:16
"do everything in love." 1 Corinthians 16:14
to give my cares to God, and help others to do e same?
"come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest." Matthew 11:28
"cast your cares on the LORD and He will sustain you; He will never let the righteous fall." Psalm 55:22
"carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ." Galatians 6:2
its hard la. but i will try to do it!
the worse a person treats you, bless the person even more!
focus hil!
haha keepy running everyone!
ciao.
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
haha oops havent blogged for quite some time.
alright! lets talk bout the beach. i went there on wed. and MY. it was beautiful. it was so perfect! cos it was high tide... and just in front of the sea, a little out of reach of the waves... all the flat stones were there. its like in one line lor! just walk across the beach along the sea... pick up, throw, pick up, throw. it was sooo convenient! no need to run around like last time digging thru the sand... all the stones just laid there so nicely for you... haha!
did sth different. i took off my shoes. i don't usually take off my shoes cos i don't like to get dirty. but this time i did. and i walked on the soft soft sand... cos it was really very soft, very nice. then! i went to walk in the sea. man its so nice... to feel the coarse sand underneath your toes as you walk through the water... the waves lapping at your feet... and you just pick stones and throw. whoooo.
talked to God. cool. :)
haha! i set a new record for myself! my stone skipped a record of 5-6 times! dunno which lol. so thats the singapore record. same as my nz record. also 5-6 skips. heehee. never expected it. maybe i shall go port dickson and make a record there too.
let us backtrack a few days... to friday! SLI.
was sitting next to debtan. yea i think alot of sec2 geps saw me. haha! it was okay la... but one thing irritating. is that the photographer keeps taking pics of her! and when she does, my face gets in there too! so throughout the whole ceremony i kept glancing at the photographer... and everytime she turns the cam towards debtan i duck my face down haha! happened 4-5 times lor! tsktsk. so dangerous.
then after that went out with huiyi eva ge. haha it was lame. we went to the chicken rice store. pngteh resolution or sth... to make the chicken rice store uncle recognise us! haha but so disappointing he still hasnt. its okay. we will persist. lol! ate chicken rice for half an hour- 40min... was aiming for 1hr but no way we could eat so slow...
i basically ate quite alot.
chicken rice
milk tea
honeydew
yami yoghut
2 hami gua1
abit of mango kiwi watermelon
haha i love fruits.
we took neos. i wore my snoopy tie! looked toot! haha...
alright.
ciao.
haha oops havent blogged for quite some time.
alright! lets talk bout the beach. i went there on wed. and MY. it was beautiful. it was so perfect! cos it was high tide... and just in front of the sea, a little out of reach of the waves... all the flat stones were there. its like in one line lor! just walk across the beach along the sea... pick up, throw, pick up, throw. it was sooo convenient! no need to run around like last time digging thru the sand... all the stones just laid there so nicely for you... haha!
did sth different. i took off my shoes. i don't usually take off my shoes cos i don't like to get dirty. but this time i did. and i walked on the soft soft sand... cos it was really very soft, very nice. then! i went to walk in the sea. man its so nice... to feel the coarse sand underneath your toes as you walk through the water... the waves lapping at your feet... and you just pick stones and throw. whoooo.
talked to God. cool. :)
haha! i set a new record for myself! my stone skipped a record of 5-6 times! dunno which lol. so thats the singapore record. same as my nz record. also 5-6 skips. heehee. never expected it. maybe i shall go port dickson and make a record there too.
let us backtrack a few days... to friday! SLI.
was sitting next to debtan. yea i think alot of sec2 geps saw me. haha! it was okay la... but one thing irritating. is that the photographer keeps taking pics of her! and when she does, my face gets in there too! so throughout the whole ceremony i kept glancing at the photographer... and everytime she turns the cam towards debtan i duck my face down haha! happened 4-5 times lor! tsktsk. so dangerous.
then after that went out with huiyi eva ge. haha it was lame. we went to the chicken rice store. pngteh resolution or sth... to make the chicken rice store uncle recognise us! haha but so disappointing he still hasnt. its okay. we will persist. lol! ate chicken rice for half an hour- 40min... was aiming for 1hr but no way we could eat so slow...
i basically ate quite alot.
chicken rice
milk tea
honeydew
yami yoghut
2 hami gua1
abit of mango kiwi watermelon
haha i love fruits.
we took neos. i wore my snoopy tie! looked toot! haha...
alright.
ciao.
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haha oops havent blogged for quite some time.
alright! lets talk bout the beach. i went there on wed. and MY. it was beautiful. it was so perfect! cos it was high tide... and just in front of the sea, a little out of reach of the waves... all the flat stones were there. its like in one line lor! just walk across the beach along the sea... pick up, throw, pick up, throw. it was sooo convenient! no need to run around like last time digging thru the sand... all the stones just laid there so nicely for you... haha!
did sth different. i took off my shoes. i don't usually take off my shoes cos i don't like to get dirty. but this time i did. and i walked on the soft soft sand... cos it was really very soft, very nice. then! i went to walk in the sea. man its so nice... to feel the coarse sand underneath your toes as you walk through the water... the waves lapping at your feet... and you just pick stones and throw. whoooo.
talked to God. cool. :)
haha! i set a new record for myself! my stone skipped a record of 5-6 times! dunno which lol. so thats the singapore record. same as my nz record. also 5-6 skips. heehee. never expected it. maybe i shall go port dickson and make a record there too.
let us backtrack a few days... to friday! SLI.
was sitting next to debtan. yea i think alot of sec2 geps saw me. haha! it was okay la... but one thing irritating. is that the photographer keeps taking pics of her! and when she does, my face gets in there too! so throughout the whole ceremony i kept glancing at the photographer... and everytime she turns the cam towards debtan i duck my face down haha! happened 4-5 times lor! tsktsk. so dangerous.
then after that went out with huiyi eva ge. haha it was lame. we went to the chicken rice store. pngteh resolution or sth... to make the chicken rice store uncle recognise us! haha but so disappointing he still hasnt. its okay. we will persist. lol! ate chicken rice for half an hour- 40min... was aiming for 1hr but no way we could eat so slow...
i basically ate quite alot.
chicken rice
milk tea
honeydew
yami yoghut
2 hami gua1
abit of mango kiwi watermelon
haha i love fruits.
we took neos. i wore my snoopy tie! looked toot! haha...
alright.
ciao.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
haha well happy valentine's day!
thanks for the presents those who gave them to me...
the chocs
the flowers
the notes
the rose
the filter paper :)
haha i love the guit. can just lose yourself in there man. playing... fingers running over the fretboard... (now getting faster haha!) yea there's just so much potential in expressing oneself in little tunes... n chords... how they come together, each and every note. whoa.
ciao.
haha well happy valentine's day!
thanks for the presents those who gave them to me...
the chocs
the flowers
the notes
the rose
the filter paper :)
haha i love the guit. can just lose yourself in there man. playing... fingers running over the fretboard... (now getting faster haha!) yea there's just so much potential in expressing oneself in little tunes... n chords... how they come together, each and every note. whoa.
ciao.
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Friday, February 10, 2006
haha! today went out with pngteh! it was nice. ate chicken rice. drank milk tea. its nice. and also tried the yin-yang thingo... coffee mixed with tea. it was nice also haha! but could taste more coffee than tea. and apparently i have a very rude voice! haha okay shall tame it. then went home and bought tangyuan to eat. yay.
then i went to the beach! when the sky was all gloomy and all. so scared that it would rain and wet the nice book i brought. haha it didnt rain... much. lol! yea was walking... and the air was cool... and the wind was nice. the sea breeze is so nice strong salty!
the sky was leaking water. a few drops here and there. while i was walking to the beach! so i kept looking up and praying that it wouldnt rain... and i reached destination 1! a breakwater! sat on the breakwater. read a bit. then went to walk and throw stones.
but first had to find nice flat stones big enough to throw! and i was walking along the beach... and i applied my geog knowledge. i was looking for bigger stones. so looking at the longshore drift, it should be right at the start! so i stared out to sea and roughly found the wind direction... then i walked to the other end. and ha! guess what! i found nice big stones! whoo!
and i started throwing the stones. throw throw throw. lol havent lost my skill of skipping stones yay. only now the skip rate not as high as in nz. blame it on the lousy stones of singapore! haha... it was nice. with the breeze blowing... and one just throwing stones... haha.
then the sky started to leak more water. so i walked away from that area and went to another breakwater. read somemore. then went to throw stones again.
then i moved to yet another breakwater to throw stones. whoa! got so many nicer stones! haha... and the beach was virtually empty lor! so nice! so free! had the whole beach to myself! could do anything i wanted! the sky was nice too. although it was super grey at first... after that the clouds parted a bit. so it became blue and grey. and i was throwing stones. yay.
read yet somemore. so nice i tell you.
and i went home.
ciao.
haha! today went out with pngteh! it was nice. ate chicken rice. drank milk tea. its nice. and also tried the yin-yang thingo... coffee mixed with tea. it was nice also haha! but could taste more coffee than tea. and apparently i have a very rude voice! haha okay shall tame it. then went home and bought tangyuan to eat. yay.
then i went to the beach! when the sky was all gloomy and all. so scared that it would rain and wet the nice book i brought. haha it didnt rain... much. lol! yea was walking... and the air was cool... and the wind was nice. the sea breeze is so nice strong salty!
the sky was leaking water. a few drops here and there. while i was walking to the beach! so i kept looking up and praying that it wouldnt rain... and i reached destination 1! a breakwater! sat on the breakwater. read a bit. then went to walk and throw stones.
but first had to find nice flat stones big enough to throw! and i was walking along the beach... and i applied my geog knowledge. i was looking for bigger stones. so looking at the longshore drift, it should be right at the start! so i stared out to sea and roughly found the wind direction... then i walked to the other end. and ha! guess what! i found nice big stones! whoo!
and i started throwing the stones. throw throw throw. lol havent lost my skill of skipping stones yay. only now the skip rate not as high as in nz. blame it on the lousy stones of singapore! haha... it was nice. with the breeze blowing... and one just throwing stones... haha.
then the sky started to leak more water. so i walked away from that area and went to another breakwater. read somemore. then went to throw stones again.
then i moved to yet another breakwater to throw stones. whoa! got so many nicer stones! haha... and the beach was virtually empty lor! so nice! so free! had the whole beach to myself! could do anything i wanted! the sky was nice too. although it was super grey at first... after that the clouds parted a bit. so it became blue and grey. and i was throwing stones. yay.
read yet somemore. so nice i tell you.
and i went home.
ciao.
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
why like that? sigh.
ciao.
why like that? sigh.
ciao.
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
I JUST REALISED/REMEMBERED. OHNOOOOOOOOOO. I DON'T THINK ANYONE HAS REMEMBERED YET.
BADBAD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
oh and dino its not bout rs so don't get freaked haha.
ITS WORSE.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I JUST FEEL LIKE PUSHING IT ASIDE HAHA.
ARGHHHHH!!!
ciao.
10min later----- ah. it is solved. i think.
I JUST REALISED/REMEMBERED. OHNOOOOOOOOOO. I DON'T THINK ANYONE HAS REMEMBERED YET.
BADBAD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
oh and dino its not bout rs so don't get freaked haha.
ITS WORSE.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I JUST FEEL LIKE PUSHING IT ASIDE HAHA.
ARGHHHHH!!!
ciao.
10min later----- ah. it is solved. i think.
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Friday, February 03, 2006
humpty dumpty sat on the wall!
humpty dumpty sat on the wall!
humpty dumpty had a great fall!
all the king's horses and all the king's men...
couldnt put humpty dumpty together again :(
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