Thursday, June 30, 2005
todayy... was so tired. slept at 12.30 last night. later than 12.30 in fact. sigh. my body is not built for sleeping little. went to class and slept. then got bullied by mich. she was trying to tickle me... then have to keep catching her hands... run also lazy to go upstairs... so count on my reflexes to stop all her moves. lol.
math. horrible. HORRIBLE! thought it would be okay. thought i would be able to pass. now... i highly doubt it. and last night pearlyn was saying study hard, wait they come out easy paper then u dunno how to do and regret not studying hard enough. YEAH. i regret it now. stupid laziness. the paper was apparently easy. a lot of pple said so. i KNOW that if i just bothered to go through those few worksheets... i'd at least know how to do it. but i didnt. fine fine.
yeah. should have listened to pearlyn. haha but she didnt listen to her own advice! nevermind. we learn. i'll learn. i'll study my butt off for the next math test. I WILL. argharghargh why didn't i follow her advice? WHY? WHY WHY WHY?!?!
hmm. i guess its cos looking at my personality, i can only learn through going through it. yeah. i shall learn then. only God's will be done.
was pretty upset over the paper. lol. so unlike me. can cry lah! but i didnt. so satisfied myself by saying 'crapcrapcrap'. haha. then went for bio.
bio! spilled boiled orange juice mixed with the vitC tester on my ws... cos was shaking it, then talking to jiaxi, then... oops. haha. i got to test all those very hard to test ones lah! frozen, boiled... all very little vitC. add 148 drops into the tester then ivansoh say overshoot liao. hoho.
english! the ending for the truman show was great... loved it.
went home with mich.
ciao.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
tmr is math test. tried practising horrible terrible functions... and i just found out i DUNNO HOW TO DO a certain type of question... i'm sure i'll discover more that i dunno how to do... how fun. noooooooo!!! is my math gonna be doomed to just a pass? or maybe even... a FAIL? i dun like mugging. lazy.
does anyone by any chance know how to do this ques?
the functions g and h are given by g(x)= one over x, where x is not equals 0. h(x)= half(4x+3). show that there are no values of x for which gh(x)=hg(x).
btw this is ques 6biii in the pass gce o level book... under functions. if u know how to do it can put the solution on my tagboard? lol.
oh goody my dad is back shall get him to teach me some stuff.
lets talk about today... hmm. no lets talk bout yesterday! yesterday had social studs. ms wu cut her hair (again) and she changed her specs! to funky purple colour. but very thick eh. then throughout lesson sandy and me were like making fun of her specs... cos we were doing sbq, then finish doing liao might as well disturb her rite... lol. so we disturb her. and she pick on me can? asked me to read out my answer. and i dunno why also i answer that question te4bie2 long, so sandy say i gay2kiang3. LOL.
then talked to charmaine during rs. and after school... went to wait for ah miin at pavilion. haha saw her and almost called her hueymiin lah! hohoho. then she came out. ms wong was behind her. so i grinned at ms wong. then ms wong asked me to greet her. and she asked sandy and ge to greet her too. lol. she's like that one lah. then when she knew i was going to sit ah miin car, she was like, "WHAT DID YOU DO? why u sitting her car?" hohoho.
ah miin had to go take stuff so she gave us her car keys to go open her car first. lol. so sandy ge and i went to her car, dumped her bags in the boot and on-ed her car radio to listen. we very bad eh. then she scold us for wasting her car batt. whooo.
went to thomson plaza! got fries, forgot to get her ice lemon tea. then she teach teach teach, almost had to teach us the entire topic again lah. anyway i understand it so much better. haha! cos me and sandy always playing during math. yayy. got her to send me to angmokio mrt station. then sat 88 home.
OH. da4xing1wen2! mrs ho takes her rs group in the 213 classroom! thats like, 2 classrooms away from mine! hohoho. yayy. i shall get to see her weekly then. realised how long i havent seen her. like 2-3months alr.
today CLE. supposed to be on sexuality lah. HAHAHA! but that teopopo delay delay, end up asking us to write questions we have. WAHLAO sandy was super disgusting lah! wrote like, 16 questions? and have to write cle journal. i am dead. i havent even bought the book. oh joy.
went home on mrt... slept. was holding my phone and wallet. almost dropped it a few times... then i did drop my phone. woke up and picked it up sheepishly. lol.
went home... slept. for 3hrs! yayy it was so shuang. now i can stay up late to MUG! was talking to pearlynchen... that mugger. exam, mug. no exam, also mug. haha she has motivated and encouraged me to mug! WHOO! she in jc... got common test. JIAYOU!
our church the RJ pple all very mugger one eh. i wonder if i'll become like that. i know if charleen goes RJ she'll be a super mugger. if i go RJ... haha we'll see.
YEAH i will be happy! i AM happy! i shall not let anything get me down! i shall have joy in my heart!
mug mug mug
mug mug mug
have to study
or marks will suck
study study study
study study study
must mug hard
and win everybody (LOL I LAUGH)
okayyy...
ciao.
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Monday, June 27, 2005
whoo. today. started pretty horribly. cos tiff brought home my chem ws and chem was first block so couldnt photocopy from classmates. lol. yeah. so was prepared to die and all that. but i didnt die! haha!
then the rest of the day passed quite okay. quite slack lah. jotoh dyed his hair brown!!! golden hair-ed monkey! lol.
aaandd... GB! yeah! ate an apple for lunch then went to practise for worship. hehe. figured out chords on the piano that sounded wrong. mich is pro at the keys! yeah! and lianne said i improved on the guit... HAHA. i am happy. worship was fun. pple were turning around and sort of jumping. I WANTED TO JUMP! but i was playing guit. attempted to jump but would have dropped the guit so i just played loudly. and my finger was hurting really bad but the mood was so high how could i stop! yeah now got a small purple bruise and the area around it is blue-blacky. and part of my nail is scraped off. but it was worth it. shall bring a pick next time. yayy.
gb day! in the colour party. haha feel bad slacking while the rest of the company stood in sediah position... used to wonder why the colour party took so darn long last time when i used to stand with the coy. yeah. had to syncro the band and the marching! and i think when i was marching i marched straighter than normal. :D
went back to j109... did vesper blah blah... and. debrief for worship. ms wong was talking levites stuff so i felt bored and started stoning. then she suddenly asked me if i wanted to go for fotl. hmmmmm. let us list out the pros and cons.
cons:
-feel so extra. not a levite.
-toa payoh very far.
pros:
-get to worship on monday!
-i dunno eh.
hmmmmm. go? or dun go? go lah. yayy. see first.
ciao.
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
whooo. after almost 2 months of planning the camp... IT IS AT LAST FINISHED! and it was quite successful too, although very tiring for the sec3 batch. lol.
reported to school... then had drill... and basically the sec3s were just running around trying to settle stuff lah. so fun. but during drill already could feel a hint of tiredness in the sec3s... haha most of us didnt really sleep well the night before camp... lol. ate $1 chicken rice! yeah...
then. URBAN HIKE! whooo! my station was at cineleisure. just stood there and watched music videos while waiting for the groups to come... haha. yeah i think it was very tiring for the groups... but station masters also very tiring know! have to run after all those groups who dropped stuff... have to go find groups which somehow went to level 5... aiyah dunno why also lah but it was super tiring.
then. whoa. debrief. took up half our dinner. yeah addressed some issues too... then went to eat dinner! i ate one and a half mess tins of mee and liao4. was acting as those olden days kinda pple, where they squat on their chairs and eat. lol. but dinner was satisfying.
then. had qt. then. had... ah... the sec3s addressed some issues for the camp. yeah. whoo.
then. ESTHER! lol! the script that lina took so long to come up with was not followed lah! cos we all forgot our lines and were just making them up on the spot... like lianne and me! mordecai and haman. we were just crapping out stuff in front of the whole audience. and i just started laughing. couldnt stop. IN FRONT OF THE AUDIENCE LAH! and with val... one scene... was supposed to say "you say he's jewish eh?" then she was supposed to answer with a long long answer. then i asked. then she said, "......ya!" wahhh! had to make up stuff on the spot. funny lah. yeah it was so enjoyable acting. and if you read the original script you wouldn't laugh at all. haha i guess its just our batch.
then. went to prac for worship with lydia and lianne. prac prac prac, then help lydia type out ppt slides. yayy i type fast! then we went back to block H... and by that time was alr like 12.30... so our batch decided to wake up at 2.30. so i napped. just lay down without my sleeping bag. wahh i overpacked lah! yeah and when i woke up it was super cold. and so uncomfortable. eee. then it was preparation for night games!
jo and i dragged 6 benches to the track... now my arms ache like crazy. and i think my muscles have grown bigger... LOL. seriously lah the benches were super heavy. but we did it. then prepare prepare... suddenly discovered that the sec4s are at the wrong stations! quickly call call call everyone up and the prob was solved :D
night games! i like my station. its very nice to see pple trying and trying and then they finally manage to do it! whoo! then jina wanted to try. so i tried with her. then somehow the bench she was standing on toppled. so we both fell. actually i fell first onto the flour, then jina fell onto me. oww.
yeah then after that was breakfast. goshh was so tired by then... after demo-ing how to do the bench game so many times... ate an apple and nutella bread. lol. then it was time for praise and worship and our worship leader was bathing! haha must be clean before God. then i played... sigh sigh so tiring.
then it was morning games! haha the sec3s were so exhausted we just stood there to be station masters. tell pple wat to do... hey but i tried froggy hopping also k... then the others ran 2 rounds but i didnt want to. so.... it was drill! then clean up! everything was done... the flour on the tracks had to be scrubbed off which i did murderously. then... had captains debrief! SUPER FUNNY.
haha. my whole batch was falling asleep. actually my whole batch was sleeping lah. yeah i was kinda dozing off, but didnt think i was dozing off cos i could still hear ms leow talking... until gracelum poked me and i woke up. haha. then tried hard to stop myself from sleeping again. looked behind and saw val and lianna sleeping so soundly... haha. think ms leow noticed, but didnt say anything.
haha i think this camp was quite successful. the sec1s are more respectful and they listen to instructions now... whoo. yayy. and they actually said that they enjoyed the camp! yayy.
went for batch lunch. we all smelt the same cos we were all sprayed by vic's impulse. lol. crapped over long john's... then had to go home so i could go band prac. yayy I LOVE MY BATCH ITS SO BONDED!
to my batch: whooo! we did it! camp is over and we planned all of it! yeah all the stuff ran quite smoothly, our esther play was nice... really have to thank God. YAYY and the best part was BONDING! whoooo! so fun! yeah great job on camp!
went home. was tired. cos by second morning during drill couldnt walk straight alr. then somemore have to lug the benches and do lots of physical stuff... yeah. super tired. slept on the mrt... then got home. bathed. it was 2.30. so i thought i would take a short nap and wake up at 4. ALAS that was not to be... i set my handphone alarm at 3.10 it never wake me! only woke up when ruth called me...
*sleeping*
woken up by phone ringing
hil: hello?
ruth: hey where are you ah? you're supposed to be at band prac!
hil: *looks at clock. 4.35.*
hil: OH NO I OVERSLEPT!!!
ruth: yes, i knew it! k come quickly k!
hil: okay okay bye!
whoo. then evan came to pick me in a cab. whoo. i just woke up and i ran all the way to the bus stop lah. not supposed to eh. cos just after you wake up it is the time where you are most prone to heart attack. and i was like, jolted out of bed, changed clothes, ran down, ran to the bus stop... whoo.
and at band prac i still wasnt properly awake. ruth was briefing us bout the songs and i was staring at the floor... zoning out... then ruth waved at me and snapped her fingers. and i got jolted out of my stupor... lol. then had to play. i was just super blur lah. couldnt even read the chords fast enough. had to pause quite a lot of times to find where i got lost. haha.
yeah then after that band prac over went home.
and now my muscles ache like crazy. dunno why also.
ciao.
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
today... was absolutely crazy. haha. HAHAHA! my job is done. was so happy! after weeks and weeks of liasing with the contact person... I FINALLY CLOSED THE DEAL! LOL! yayy... and its so nice also lah! yayy... kinda can't wait for tmr... lol.
then val jo and i were in the gb room discussing some last minute stuff before camp. sorting out the stuff for different groups... then tearing up garbage bags. then i suggested we tying up someone like kidnapping her like that. then they both looked at me. and i couldnt believe it. we actually did it! to me! FUNNY.
they tied my hands. they tied my legs. they blindfolded me. they put the do not touch sign on me. and val took a picture. LOL. i cannot believe we were so siao to do that.... hoho. and we did more.
jo and i started posing as warriors... took a broom and a chair each and put those small buckets on our heads and posed. and then sat down and tried to look manly. and val was taking pictures. then we made a little theatre thingy where jo put on gloves and acted with the red indian bear and val's cow. on a black background which was me holding up the garbage bag. whoo. funny.
then we made val sit in the box and pretend to row it. and took a picture. LOL. i really really cannot believe we did all that.
haha... our batch is really crazy... and val's gonna upload it on the batch yahoogroups! wahaha...
ciao.
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
haha. today. when i woke up. saw my collection of metal puzzle thingys... the stuff where u twist and try to get them apart with little force... so in my still quite blur state of mind, i just sat down at my table and began solving them. solve solve solve, solve 10 out of 12. then i stopped. wow. this is quite an achievement. considering i've had those puzzle thingys for 6years and only managed to solve like 3 of them so far. and today i just woke up and sat down and solved 10 in 10 min. lol.
oh. the reason those puzzle thingys were on my table was cos my sister took them out and never put them back. very irritating eh. she's been doing that for the past 3 days. day before was some data saver/mini casino thing from my drawer... yesterday was the metal thingys... today was my bear which used to be full of coins. now very little coins liao. then everytime i tell her not to do that, she shouts (shouts! so rude!) "OKAY LAH!" and does it again the next day. sigh sigh she doesnt understand...
then today. was napping. then yq called me. lol. was quite blur. so throughout the conversation was like, "yeah... yeah... okay... yeah..." haha. sorry! wasnt really in a conversational mood lol. just woke up. and now i can't remember wat he said. sorry lah, i'm like that. if u call me in the middle of the nap, i'll go back to sleep and wake up and wonder if that was a dream. won't remember the details of the conversation. anyway, i think he said something bout get well soon or sth... LOL I'm SORRY. really can't remember. yeah anyway so sweet of him! yayy.
went to piano class. was tired. been sleeping at 1 and waking up early these few days. maybe thats why i'm not recovering. hmm. played my pieces like crap. played scales like crappier crap. i got 8/21 can u believe it? that's so bad! poo.
haha i love night times. thats when i do my qt and read books and slack and have really good sms convos. though now no more cos i have to save on sms. haha! thats okay.
ciao.
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
yayy! today was father's day! haha. oh kena interviewed by deacon chris lee for baptism... then he asked me bout my spiritual gifts. so i said "pastor, leadership, teaching, exhortation." then he said "oh teaching? u take after your father." and i was so shocked. my father was a teacher?! haha. then he asked me wat i did in YM. so i said played piano. then he said "oh, u take after your mother." wahaha. i embody the traits of both parents!
then for father's day went out for dinner at brewerks... its a pub. so fun! half their menu is made up of their winelist. yeah i had a lamb t-bone steak! and shared salad. oh. saw sth that looked like mushrooms. so i just took it and popped it into my mouth. then i bit it. OH MY TIAN1! it was an olive! a horrible tasting olive! arghh! but i ate it anyway. then tried some of my parent's cocktail. it was quite bitter.
then. whoo. before that while walking home was asking God to like make my parents more enthu bout church and make them grow closer to Him or sth... cos they very inactive now. and. whoo. during dinner. somehow i asked my mum a question and somehow she asked my dad a ques and everything started pouring out. understand my dad much better. really proud of him. i shall be like him someday! he's really a great role model to follow. yayy. so proud of my parents. oh and i found out why chris lee said my father was a good teacher. cos my father used to teach him! wahahaha!
then after that we went to play pool. whoo such a fun game! dad taught me how to hold the stick... shot in a couple of balls. lol. wah i think my dad very talented eh. so pro at pool. and loads of other stuff. yayy pool shall become a family game!
haha it was great fun. God is really faithful.
ciao.
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
the temptation to sin is great. but i decided not to succumb. i will not sin! WILL NOT! temptation is just another chance to do good. so i shall do good. not just dun do the bad thing, but do good. i shall be happy.
just now was sleeping... had a slight fever. lol. then parents woke me up to go dinner. so i woke up. i find that i'm very obedient to my parents nowadays. like they ask me to do something i'll just do it. but when we were walking to the place my face was in a kind of "piss off" look. then this small boy kinda knocked into me. think he was gonna like just glare at me or sth. so i looked down at him. was quite blur, so didnt bother changing my 'piss off' look. so stared, or rather glared at him. haha that boy looked so scared! he was like, "sorry, sorry..."
then after dinner decided to change the look on my face to smiling. singaporeans dun smile when they walk one. dunno why. when i walk home or walk anywhere i'm usually thinking happy thoughts and laughing at them or smiling. hmm.
wahh. tmr. have to write testimony. then have to find a pic. i dun have a pic of myself. dun care lah.
everyone from church go our tagblog! saved-by-him.blogspot.com
ciao.
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
wahaha, forgot to mention. after i came back from camp, dunno why i was hurting everywhere... even in places i never knew i could hurt. lol.
places that hurt:
-thighs
-butt
-back
-neck
-arms
whoa... then also got blisters and bruises i also dunno why.
-at feet
-at palm of hand
-at back of hand
yeah. whoooo! i love church camps.
did a long qt last night... 1 and a half hrs. approx.
ciao.
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
just came back from youth camp! WAHH it was GREAT! whooooo!!! learnt so much! but havent really got time to digest it yet. but it was WHOA! WHOO!
haha i was in mark! and i think that my group rocks! so full of group spirit and enthusiasm... cheering our groupmates on and even other group pple! even when the other groups won us in games, we still cheered for them, and were happy about our own position! is that great sportsmanship or wat! and during the games that required teamwork... we really worked together as a team man!
and during the sharing... everyone was so honest. so humble and willing to admit their weaknesses, and the best thing is that everyone was so willing to work on their weaknesses for God! its really inspiring to see other youths, some younger some older being so passionate about God and doing the best they can to please Him. yeah really glad to see how much everyone has grown.
the people in mark:
evan (group leader!)
elke (cool drummer and pro dancer!)
justin (all rounder, chionger of the team!)
charleen (cute and sweet!)
mich (BRAVE and humble!)
hil (enthu person!)
hoho before the camp i was troubled with a question. but now it has been answered super clearly. i know wat to do. i thank God for it.
and now i have another big thing to pray about! quite uncertain. hmm.
ahhhhhh!!! i cannot help being excited and hyper and enthu when thinking bout this camp! I LOVE IT! I LOVE GOD!
let me share bout camp now. haha.
the messages. they were... whoo. i never ever knew that so much could be gathered from the book of 2Timothy. i never ever knew that the bible provides so much info! imagine! so much info in our hands... we must use it! this has really motivated me to read the bible! whoooooooo!!!
and the games. really had to use teamwork. super funny lah. in one of the games two teams had to duck-walk to a chair, then duck-walk back. (kind of lah) then if the 2 teams met, have to scissors-paper-stone and the loser has to run back, the winner continue walking.
then the first to play were the other 2 teams. it was chao funny lah! it took like forever to end the game... cos it kept happening in a cycle. first pple win the scissors-paper-stone, then they lose to another person, have to run back. okay then eventually tiff managed to win. lol. so our group go lah. SUPER FUNNY! evan went first, and she beat like 3-4 pple and completed the game in one round! with only one person! our group was laughing so hard... then have to go against the other group. so i went. and i beat them in one round also! is my group zai or wat!
then captains ball. really chionged for the team. running here and there, intercepting and... haha dropping and missing balls. lol. then got the frisbee game. wahh justin that chionger really chionged! from one end of the field to the other! zai can! and... haha i got quite crazy. cos our group kinda lost the previous two games, so must redeem ourselves in this game! and the games that require teamwork our group is v good at! lol.
anyway i was getting crazy. chionging for the frisbee, falling down, getting dirty... haha! so fun. then when i kinda fell down with vanessa i think, i just jumped up and yelled "i touched it first!!" haha. really crazy.
oh. and scissors-paper-stone (the whacking version) became a favourite. although i stopped playing it liao. and am likely to never play it again. started with tiff and me playing sps. first one to five. haha. then shirlene suggested whacking. so me and tiff started whacking. then suddenly the girls all started playing sps whacko version. all the guys were so shocked lah! haha. suddenly see all the girls whacking each other with so much strength. but it was funny.
and. whoa. i never expected mich to have so much strength! was playing sps whacko version with her. at first when she started whacking it wasnt that pain lah. like normal. then when i kept losing consecutively it was like... "ow!...... ow!!...... oW!!!!....... OWw!!!!...... OWWW!!!" of course i didnt say out that loud. i have my pride! but then when we stopped. i looked at my hand. got the shock of my life! there were red spots on it! that girl whacked me so hard she gave me little blue-blacks! its still there. now only its purple. like, a hundred of my capilliaries and blood vessels have been destroyed by her? haha. joking lah. i also gave her some spots. lol.
then also played heart attack and the mind game and dum-dum-dee-dee with the girls. lol. very fun.
then at night a few of us stayed up to talk. and i learnt loads from jason. that guy is really knowledgeble. i shall be like that someday. yeah. bout spiritual warfare, bout sleep, bout how he crashed his father's car, bout relationships. then ruth came down. and talked to mich and me bout my question. and by that time the answer was super clear. haha. miss being taught by ruth. think i have grown since she started teaching me in sec1. yayy.
then jason ruth say should go sleep. so we went up. then ended up talking to mich and lydia. i really wanna thank God. haha. then went to the room to sleep. but the light was on so couldnt sleep. then the lights were off then i could sleep. lol.
and today... it was the sharing. the whole of mark shared! the most enthu group in camp! woohoo! really encouraged by the sharing. and mich. its not the quality of sharing that matters to God. its the fact that u actually were willing to put aside your fear for Him, to glorify His name. and i think that He's pleased with that. really proud of you... :D
yup, the sharings were great. the camp was great. God was great. sighh i wish i were still in camp! haha. then after that tiff lydia josh wenqiang me went to TM to eat. ate long johns. was trying to squeeze chilli sauce out. and it somehow spurted rite at tiff! haha! sorry sorry...
went home. slept. ate chilli crab. IT WAS GOOD! so long never eat chilli crab... whoa. feeling contented and happy... but still troubled. haha.
whoo long post.
ciao.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
whoa. samtang sounds very different on the phone. if i didnt know who she was i wouldnt guess its her. but i should know who she is cos i was the one who called her. yeah. :D
yesterday... while i was reading the papers... i came upon an article that answered a nagging thought at the back of my mind. the question was... "where did all the big black moths come from?" and i have found the answer! they come from the forest! apparently its cos their prey (bugs and bugs) have experienced an increase. is it? or is it decrease? oh well there are two theories of mine.
first. their prey increased. thus they have multiplied greatly and have gone to inhabit the urbanised areas of singapore. (which is bout 99% prob)
second. their prey decreased. desperate for food, they have gone into the urban city to source for lizards. wait. i thought lizards ate moths. hmm. that means that the moths are really desperate then.
how i wish that the moth's number one prey were mosquitoes. they could flutter around with their big wings and eat all the stupid buzzing mosquitoes. then a nursery rhyme would be created!
flutter flutter munch!
flutter flutter munch!
there go the mosquitoes
eaten in a bunch!
fly fly chew!
fly fly chew!
now the mosquitoes
only left a few!
whoa. literary talent man. everybody clap!
haha... today had church! the worship was i think quite good but couldnt concentrate. very hard to concentrate when sitting in the middle of sherloon and ben. wahaha. then had baptism class! quite interesting lah... as always. hmm. methinks i dun wanna get baptised in 3rd july. its too... soon. not really ready. somemore i dun really pay attention during baptism class. lol.
then... haha mich and i talked. bout stuff. then i read her notebook. then i reread her notebook. so much info to process. hmm. i dunno wat to say. actually got a lot to say but i dunno wat to say. hmm.
so went home feeling that i had a lot of things to do. quite troubled by her notebook lah. and i think i said sth wrong. and i think my letter was... arghh. hmm. yeah feeling quite messed up. bout this and... other stuff. lol.
and tmr is camp. and i'm prob gonna sleep quite late today. been sleeping at one lately... quite fun eh. stay up when everyone else is asleep. do my own stuff. yeah.
and to those pple whose smses i never reply, its not that i dun want to... its cos my smses are WAY ABOVE THE LIMIT!! AHHH! my mum gonna confiscate my phone. been keeping below the limit for 3 months but this month... whoa. i dread the bill. haha i shall intercept it and tear it up! lol. but... yeah. really sorry for not replying. its not that i'm dao-ing u or anything. cos i have a feeling that my mum is really gonna confiscate my phone and we wouldnt want that to happen yeah? cos if that happens then hilary will be virtually uncontactable! no msn no phone... only tagboard! lol.
me shall go pack the rest of my stuff.
ciao.
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
wahaha when when do u all wanna play bball? are u sure we can play in ri not? very weird leh... suddenly got one group of girls going into the school... heading for the bball court... and playing. lol.
oh yah. aiyah i know the omission of a part of the clue led u all to walk an extra 4km lah and i apologise! sorry sorry sorry! no need to keep bringing that up... haha. sorry sorry sorry lahh... haha must forgive and FORGET! lol...
i practised my guit... woohoo i feel myself improving... my fingers getting nimbler, fitting into the strings as if they were part of them... and the stuff that i've been practising so hard to achieve is starting to fall into place.... yeahh!
and i finished 2 math assignments! everybody clap! i relearnt a bit of the topic of quadratic functions! everybody clap! yayy!
gonna watch mr and mrs smith later... hehe.
ciao.
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Friday, June 10, 2005
woohoo today was fun fun fun! haha! had tuition then went to orchard to meet jolyn. before that i bought book 4 of naruto! haha couldnt resist! read it finish by the time i reached orchard... haha my speed at reading manga has increased tremendously. then jolyn brought her bball! i was so excited. so long never touch a bball liao. then was itching to dribble it and do a lay-up. but mrt station a bit the crowded, so resisted the temptation. oh man it felt so good to feel a bball again! its rough skin... the standard size, fitting nicely into your hand... ahhhh!!
then got to school, ran to bball court to do lay-ups. i am glad to say that i havent deteriorated that much. got an 80% scoring rate. for lay-ups lah. if u talk bout 3 pointers then it would be 1%? and that would be tyco shot. haha. yeah it felt so good to finally score lay-up after lay-up! haha was showing off to jolyn. lol!
then met the guys from 60th. so nice of them help us do dry run. the first clue ah... they all take very long to figure out eh. and i figured it out in like 5secs! wahaha. then was hinting and hinting... but they quite zai lah. then since the 45th pple only got jolyn val and fishy we split up into pairs to be station masters... run from station to station. so i was paired with val! haha. talked a lot to her... bonded! yayy! hmm never used to talk much to her. our batch is bonding! lalalala!
then when we were at one station waiting for the guys to come, spent bout 1hr chatting and crapping bout stuff. cos they kinda got lost. haha. my fault for not giving them the full clue. lol. not purposely one okay.
then... it was quite creepy lah. the station had like no-one at all. then cos val was sitting in front of a wall, behind the wall was a corridor and i was sitting opp her. so suddenly i saw a shadow on the wall beside her. meant that someone was standing at the corridor. so i think i suddenly went all quiet and stared at it. touched her knee to alert her. it was totally freaky. but classic! like those horror movies where u suddenly see a dangerous shadow and the poor victims just stare at it getting closer and closer. haha then val was quite freaked i think. she was like, 'what...' then she turned behind. then a security guard stepped out. we were like, shocked but phew. yeah. haha!
then a few pple came and went. didnt mind us at all. then the guys came. and did their task. then this stupid security guard came and asked us to leave. like whatever lah! all those pple who passed us didnt mind us and here he was asking us to leave! hmph.
oh yah. at one station. was standing against a kinda dark poster. then saw the guys come. so i just stood there still lah. yongqian was first. thought he would stop and say 'found u!' or sth but he walked right pass me. i was like "????!!!" but kept quiet he wanna walk past me is his problem lol. aiyah then lamzy had to spot me. then he pulled yongqian back and pointed at me. yongqian was like staring staring... then he finally saw me and said"whoa!" haha. i am a chameleon.
oh. at the end of the whole thing. wanted to give the guys a drink for helping us out. but they didnt want it, wanted us to go lanning instead. managed to negotiate a bball game instead of lanning. lol. then we were discussing discussing... then the guys didnt want the drink lah. then jolyn said:" u guys got so much time to waste is it? come help us do dry run?" quite fierce. then everyone was shocked. haha. but we know jolyn meant well. haha!
whoo after that was so tired. and we were only station masters. really have to thank the guys man... for helping us out. THANkU! wahaha! oh and today was much better than 8th june lah! at least we could hold a decent conversation... haha. still owe u all a game of bball. sigh we gonna get thrashed. but nevermind. its still bball so i like it. haha!
then got home at 8.35. like, so late can. sigh holidays should be slacking... but this is a great way to spend a day... with frens and batchmates! yayy!!
ciao.
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
today... was quite nice. haha. woke up at bout 9... went to eat breakfast, watch pokemon.. then. did camp stuff. wahahaha was reading emails, replying them, smsing val, talking to the contact person... it was so fun can? haha! pple must think i'm siao. but seriously it was fun and got a sense of accomplishment one... lol. then when i finished all that business... wAH! it was one o'clock. one morning gone.
whoa truly with God all things are possible... He makes things work man... like just yesterday during batch meeting was worried bout the approval of the tee. it was seemingly impossible lah, having to submit it for approval and send it for printing all by this week, and the teachers were all MIA, nowhere to be found and blah... haha, remember saying to val "this is totally impossible..." and val said "with God all things are possible!" how true how true. i'm sorry for ever doubting that. and val had a huge part to play in that also... if she never approached james ong... haha THANkU val! i like that word. THANkU.
and now, just have to call all the squad leaders up. and do tuition hw. and tmr... it'll be fun!
i think i'm seriously addicted to naruto. bought 3 books in one week. $15 gone like that. but its worth it. gonna buy book 4 tmr. i can't believe i actually considered buying 2 books today! wahh.... does anyone happen to collect naruto too? LEND!
ciao.
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
yeah. gb has become so different. so political, so much problems! sigh. but i love my batch. :D
went out with some of the 60th coy pple today... haha. watched monster-in-law. super funny show. and we were like making up half of the total audience watching the show... like one row of eight pple... and i was so surprised that that show was only rated PG... its like, there were so much sexual connotations! and vulgarities! haha. but it was chao funny. then went for lunch at bk... there val ahting and me were like discussing bout camp... and i was pointing out all the unsettled things. so many lah! but... we were given a chao small time frame. not our fault. totally not our fault lah.
then went back to school. yayy we finally managed to do sth! it was very fruitful. very fun also... can't say more except that i look forward to it a lot! gonna be real fun...
oh yah while we were doing our stuff we saw this big giant moth at the wall! so freaky... then we decided to go away so that we won't be freaked. and. i was walking in front. gang1 qiao3 look down, and saw another moth that looked exactly the same fly out from some hole! was so freaked out i shouted WAH LAO! haha i dun scream. then the others were shocked by me and they saw the moth and they all screamed haha. so scary. and we all ran away. haha!
then... val almost locked us up in the squash courts. haha.
then... we went to canteen to talk. everyone bought tea. lina finished hers before i even opened mine. like, whoa! is that fast or wat! then we were talking about stuff... then cos it got quite loud, like the whole canteen could hear us liao, so go gb room to talk. not that there were many pple in the canteen. but must be safe.
and while talking... wahh. found out loads of stuff. sighh. have lots of problems. but through this whole thing my batch really really bonded man. like, i'm now closer to my batch than to my classmates? and that says a lot cos i loved my class like anything last year... was super close to my class. but... now different class, dun know each other that well. so became v close to my batch. yayy. batch'06 :) rocks! haha although we were quite stressed and yelled like 2times?
then went home with lianne and lina. whoa. found out even more stuff. hmm. very informative, but as lina says, very depressing as well. i am troubled. lol. i just hope that our batch will remain as bonded as ever! even more bonded if possible! (haha of course thats possible)
somehow this has inspired me to be more involved in GB.
ciao.
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
whoo. today was mum's bday. today was also ruth's bday. haha. happy bday to both of them.
hmm. just sent an email to glk and mariette ong for approval of shirt design. didnt know how to draft it at all. just was super formal... i think if u read it u'll laugh. and i made sure that all my sentences began with capital letter. so scary know, send email to teachers. esp... yeah. haha. seem to be sending loads of emails thru yahoogroups nowadays... lol.
yayy practised my piano today. not exam pieces but chords. tried to imitate that kenneth's style but my style is too firmly ingrained into my fingers. managed a bit to sound like him but still got my style inside. yayy. let me try to write the rest of my post in flowery language.
Ahh, my guitar! Wooden instrument with six taut strings! Never have i loved another wooden object with the same intensity! Everyday i place my worn fingers onto the strings, and never do i tire of striking a chord! Running my hands along it, i feel its curvaceous shape... I run a loving finger down its neck, admiring the smoothness of its brown skin... and i start playing. Oh, what a melodious sound! Hearing the near-perfect timbre and quality of that wooden instrument with six taut strings is a feast for the ears! Everytime i explore it, it never fails to teach something new. Another way, another method, another sound... Getting to know it even more... Such a joy! Alas, my time with it is only an hour long, as other meagre tasks pull me away from it. Nevermind, i tell my love, i shall be back! And together, together we will play!
haha it seems that during the hols i rediscovered the joys of reading... used to read a lot. then came to sec sch and got no time. now i read deep into the night! and i have found someone who is like me! yayy. i like wolf brother. its a chao nice story. only bought it 2 days ago and i read it three times front to back and many times at selected parts. love it love it love it. then also read jeffery archer's sons of fortune. and books 1 and 2 of naruto. haha. naruto is nice. suddenly inspired to start drawing again. wahaha!
okay. me goes now.
ciao.
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
haha! yesterday had youth bbq... so fun.
sherlyn mich and i first started talking and crapping on ben's skateboard... then ben came and joined us... super funny lah. and it all started with me noticing a dog peeing on a tree. lol. then everything just came together. made a few lame jokes. chao lame lah! then they all still laugh until like dunno what... haha! funn! yeah finally got into my lame 'school' self... cos i'm very different in church and in school. in school i'm lame like anything and keep making pple laugh. in church... i dunno. v hard cos there are a lot of older pple. can't click with older pple. with exceptions lah. haha.
yeah it was fun. then today... church... had baptism class. whoo i'm learning a lot in baptism class... uncle anthony is a good teacher. haha.
today is june5th... one year since jamx. whoo.
ciao.
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Friday, June 03, 2005
found sth that inspired me loads...
chariots of fire. there was this man, olympic runner Eric Liddell. he was very fast. and he was a christian. in the bible there's this command that says to honour the sabbath and keep it holy rite.. so he never ran on sundays. even though there were super important competitions on sundays. yeah. he knew he had a calling to go to china to evangelise or sth... and anyway he made this statement that's super inspiring:
"I believe God made me for a purpose, but He also made me fast, and when i run, i feel God's pleasure."
whoa. that made me treasure every single gift that God gave me. everything can be used to glorify His name. dun waste it.
ciao.
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haha after reading charmaine's blog i've become high too! haha i love the hols man.... cos its really slacking time for me! and taking time off to grow closer to God and enjoy Him! ahahahahahaha!!!
yeah nowadays i dunno why but i've been feeling inexplicably happy all of a sudden. yeah then i'll start grinning like an idiot. lol. one time was when i was playing pokemon. at night. then was sms-ing mich then suddenly started smiling. as in really grinning from ear to ear. so i was playing pokemon and smiling. felt so contented to be playing pokemon in my room, with no one disturbing me. yeahh... so carefree! so easily contented! just like a kid! thats wat i wanna be. innocent! without a care in the world! hahaha!
then the other time was last night. was lying in bed reading. then was sms-ing mich also. then i looked out of the window and suddenly started grinning. it was like, whoa! i feel so happy! this was more cos... i dunno. i could sense God's pleasure? and was happy? hahahaha!!! happeeeee!!!
the other time is now. hahahahaha!!! i like smiling from ear to ear. as in really widely. for no apparent reason. hahahhaha!
hmm i dun understand why pple have to much things to do and are so stressed out over it. like, chill pple! its the hols whatever the school says or gives us! HOR-LEE-DAES. just get off hw for a while and slack! like i have been doing this whole week... haha!
but i'm a born procrastinator and i'm okay with it. every holiday this happens. leave hw until the last two days. then chiong chiong chiong. started doing that last year i think. and everytime i do that i'll complain to pearlyn! and tell her how i've learnt my lesson and will never leave hols till the last two days ever again. and i do it again the next hols. lol. i am a chiong-er lah. chionging is when i do things best. haha! no lah.
bought naruto yesterday. borrowed angel blue yesterday. haha. i'm gonna read... and enjoy!
ciao.
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
eternity.
a word with such a big concept behind it.
have we ever stopped to consider its implications?
i dun think so.
all the songs we sing.
"and when we finally meet// it'll be for
eternity"
"hold me in your arms// never let me go// i wanna spend
eternity with you"
spending eternity with Him.
that's quite a big thing.
and when we sing songs that word just rolls of our tongues.
i wonder why.
since the whole purpose of our little lives is to prepare for eternity.
whichever one we are going to.which one are you going to?
saw a show.
in it this woman was excited bout going to the netherworld
because her husband was there.
she was excited at the prospect of reunion.
reunion.
that's what's gonna happen when we get there.
reunion between Father and child.
that's something to look forward to.
our whole lives
separated from our creator
and we meet Him for the first time
can't imagine that moment.
but i know it'll be great.
to finally be able to feel His presence in full
to see His face
to touch His nail-pierced hands
to hear His wonderful voice
to experience the full measure of His abounding love
whooo.
i can't wait.
haha i'm not suicidal or anything... was just thinking bout the concept of eternity. yup. and the show i watched is the 9oclock show. the zero to hero one. haha!
oh. and dun go commit suicide or anything. this post was just my thoughts. and i dun think that we should rush things. cos that would be rejecting and totally looking down on God's gift of life and His sacrifice on the cross.
ciao.
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haha. just now so weird.
was kinda napping. half napping half awake. then someone called my hp. didn't recognise the number. so picked it up.
me: hello?
other person: *silence*
me: hello?
other person: *says sth but i couldnt catch it then puts down the phone*
yeah. i was pretty blur. woke me up lah. so was lying in bed wondering who it was. then sms-ed that person. then this thing resulted in 3 pple getting confused. lol. junda yongqian me. haha all lamzy's fault!
then i was confused lah. then i think i chuo4 guai4-ed junda. lol. sorry.
POKEMON! yayy its so fun to play pokemon! i play it in 2hr shifts. cos by then my eyes get so strained have to stop liao. haha! me got 4 pokemon! and i gave them nicknames!
treecko (now evolved to grovyle): tracker
lotad: loady
taillow: this name alr nice enough
shroomish: shoom
haha. i had a wingull in my other game. and i asked my sis wat to name it. then she was talking to someone, and i heard cd-rom.
so i named the wingull rom. such a nice name! but the game couldnt save i was so sad. haha!
ciao.
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