Saturday, February 26, 2005
had founder's day GOH just now. saw the teachers and rachel's band. so cool lah! rachel's band is called "bandage". lol. they sand this love and 24/7. i think 24/7 is a christian song... rachel is such a good singer!! hehe. ms wu... she sings weird. got funny accent. and she doesn't sound like herself when she sings. but quite nice lah.
i wrote a song. a christian song. at first i had the chords and the tune all nicely thought of. only lacked lyrics. so asked tiff what to write. she said bout how we are selfish and how much we love God. i didn write that. lol. but i got an idea from that. so thanks! and i changed the tune completely. hehe. here's the lyrics of the song:
When i think of Your sacrifice
I wonder why
You came from heaven to save us
so unworthy of Your love
and yet when You try to enter my heart
i push you away
You've come so close but i made You so far
please come close again
Jesus, please forgive me
I'm sorry i've pushed You so far
please come closer right where i am
i'm trying my hardest to change
haven't thought of a title though. maybe "come close"? help me think of a title! hehe! the first christian song i wrote! have always wanted to write one... and now i've written one! yay! haha. okay.
ciao.
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Friday, February 25, 2005
hehe, so long nvr update alr... quite a lot of stuff happened... lets see.
sandy rachel toh and i have become a biome. lol. sandy's the sandy beach, and her chemical name is silicon dioxide. racheltoh is clam. the clamity clam. calamity clam! geddit? i came up with it! and i'm the crappy crab. haha. then during recess i always sit opposite clam, and since i'm left handed, i'm the mirror image of her... haha! so i irritate her. a lot.
founders day GOH. was practising my salute. then jotoh walked past, and he saluted me. then i was looking at him bemused, he winked at me! haha. :P
then sunday went to eliz house to do project. haha! so funny. wanted to eat shark fin. she ask me to bring the shark. so i said i'll go and catch. and the shark's name is tony! but then i felt it was too small, want to eat also not full, so wait for it to grow bigger then eat. haha. then eliz house the bus stop so hard to recognise one. i missed the bus stop. cos i was standing at the door, then the bus went past the bus stop, then saw jiaxi and eliz. i pressed the button. the bus never stop! not my fault... but jiaxi even better. take bus to angmokio can end up at hougang. lol.
ohh. dunno when, i almost crashed into mrs ho! haha! was like going down the stair quite quickly, then turned outside, then suddenly this purple object appeared in front of me. it was mrs ho! she was wearing purple. hahahaha... then i was so shocked lah. and i started laughing. then she started hitting me with the piece of paper she was holding. hehe.
ah miin is so gonna be freaked man... haha!
sigh. tmr cannot go tiffy house. so saddd. but thats okay. i'm not crying. LOL.
ciao.
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i wanna know God better.
i wanna burn with a passion for Him.
i wanna declare His holy name.
i wanna walk in His holy ways.
i wanna be with Him.
i'm gonna do all i can.
i'm gonna do whatever it takes.
i'm gonna put Him first in everything.
i'm gonna burn with a passion.
i'm gonna declare His holy name.
i'm gonna walk in His holy ways.
i'm gonna be a light unto the world.
i don't care if people shun me.
i don't care if people persecute me.
i don't care if i am regarded as "weird"
i don't care what people think.
as long as its for Him.
seeds of compromise.
fruits of destruction.
God ain't no fool.
so why should i be?
i don't care if i stick out
like mud on new shoes.
if getting dirty is the way to do it
then let's get dirty!
"You are the salt of the earth. When salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything except to be thrown out and trampled by men. You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead, it is placed on its stand, where it gives light to everyone in the household." Matthew 5:13-16
Give me one pure and holy passion
Give me one magnificent obsession
Give me one glorious ambition for my life
To know and follow hard after You
To know and follow hard after You
To grow as your disciple in Your truth
This world is empty pale and poor
Compared to knowing You my Lord
Lead me on and i will run after You
Lead me on and i will run after You
God, please help me.
ciao.
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
today was quite a fun day.
went to church. tiff and me went out to walk walk. i was early. she insists i was late. :P haha. anyway, we were walking around the church.. then tiff had a phonecall. from sherlyn. i think. they were outside the worship hall alr! the horror! discovered that it was 10.35 alr. the terror! we ran back. haha. i hate running long-D. and that was long-D. from the number 3 bus stop to church. so tiring! anyway, we got back to church on time. :D
worship was nice. though ben was a bit soft. i like the song... wats its name... i forgot. oh no! i'm becoming like tiff! darn... ah! for all u've done..... lol. so fun to sing. and play. haha.
class was nice too. we were all sharing. brigo's one was a bit scary... yeah. haha. i think that sin i was sharing about is coming
back... darn.
after that... when breaking! haha. and guess wat. when tiff ran out to drum, i went up and started popping. haha.
then went to play piano and drum. can't get that beat out of my head. lol. and also the piano tune is so nice... we were all taking turns to be pianist and drummer. lol. then mich came up. we had an extra role! worship leader! haha. tiff is a good worship leader. either that or mich and i are good musicians. yeah. i think its the latter. haha. me experimented with all those funny signs worship leaders use... hee. oh ya. i was playing piano, and doing that glissando thingy... my fingers bled cos of it. haha! it sounds so... weird? bled! i made up a poem when i was walking home. actually its a couplet lah.
'after doing that glissando thing my skin is torn and bleeding
right now the thing that i need most is some immediate healing.'
is that nice or is that nice!!!
then after that went home. with jon leon tiff benchong. saw 89. someone suggested we run. so we ran. hopeless lah. ben chong dropped his stuff. we helped him pick em up. then we walked to the bus stop. ben chong forgot his discman. ran back to church to get it. got back just in time for the 89. they went to the mrt, i went home. the end. lol.
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
happy chinese new year to all!!! haha.
today was quite a good day... my aunt gave me a livestrong band! the yellow one! so happy... wanted it for dunno how long liao. and also got angbaos. and most importantly, FOOD! haha! ate 2 lunches today... one at my aunt's house and the other at my aunt's house. lol.
gambled. played daidi and blackjack. wanted to play mahjong. but no one wanted to play. finally discovered the joys of playing blackjack! its so fun and easy... haha. but very dangerous to be dealer...
okay. no more liao.
i'm still trying to figure out that decision. but its getting kinda obvious lah.
ciao.
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Monday, February 07, 2005
today... was so tired! haha. PE. played touch rugby. scored a goal. lol. and let 2 pple escape from my clutches. the grass was so slippery! slid down twice. did i look scary? i wasnt hurt, but a lot of pple seemed to think that i was... they were all asking me if i was alright. haha.
chinese. i think we've been slacking for the past 3weeks liao lor. then philo. can't stand that guy. stand there and talk... english. okay lah. math. the killer. was braindead at the second half of her lesson.
recess! ate class cake. wah. that cake was good man. ate bout 2pieces? big pieces? the chocolate was sooooo yummy! so sinful... haha. teachers were there... except my teacher. haha.
GB. got TD. so i didnt eat lunch. I DIDN'T EAT LUNCH! and the break ms leow was like talking to the heralds and i ate so little! ahhhhh! but now i'm full. :D
drill was good. the bangs were nice. like, check BANG! together! so fun! but the sec2s... better buck up on your keblankan during the march. horrible, some of u. haha.
worship. quite... not nice. the chords were missing for one song. the pple were singing 5 keys higher than the one we were playing. but i managed to modulate! am i pitch perfect? dun think i am. hehe, i think i modulated on sight for all the songs lah. haha. i so zai!
now. i have to make a decision. quite major lah. i dunno. tiff it concerns u. yah. its a bit hard... haiz. shall pray. and pray.
u noe. one thing that scares me most bout hell, is that God's presence is totally not there. its scary. nobody to talk to... confide in... scary. whoo. thats why i dun wanna go to hell. yeah.
ciao.
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Friday, February 04, 2005
today. was such a boring day. assembly. followed by rs. both are talks. the first one was quite interesting. the second one i slept. its like, must they test us to see how long we can endure boring talks at the end of the week where everyone is super tired?
then after that was SS. she was in a bad mood today. we were all late for SS cos of the huge jam. then she got angry. she was wearing a weird top with zips at weird places. lol. then she checked our ws. and sent out half the class. sigh. shes really dangerous when she is in a bad mood. other than that, she's okay.
met last year geog teacher during recess today... haha, was like talking to a friend, then i saw her, and i just ran off without saying bye. haha. talked to her a bit. cos was lining up behind her. lol.
okay. i'm tired. gonna prac my guit now. ciao.
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