Sunday, October 31, 2004
hahaha. theory is finally overrr! and i have three of dan brown's books for my reading pleasure! haha.
on sat. had theory. mum made sure i had like 10 pencils. and 4 erasers. and a ruler. and liquid paper. and pens. for what? i like only used 1 pencil and 1 eraser. boo. haha, met geri at the place. so sad we were at diff rooms. boo.
went inside the room. had 3 hours to do my paper. finished it in half the time. faster than anyone in that room. so i was like looking around, seeing if anybody had finished. finally decided to leave first. so i got up and left. haha.
haha, before theory quite a lot of pple wished me good luck. including mrs ho! hahaha, no wonder the paper was so easy...
then went to church. to paste stickers. ahh i lost my limited edition get dirty sticker! its one of a kind. i was the only one who had it. boo.
ow my hand muscles are super pain. they are like seizing up. ow ow ow. nvr mind! for the class, i will do it! i will persevere! yeah! rock on 207!
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
boo. was just studying theory. after all those musical terms, methinks i'll be able to speak italian french and german by the end of this week. bleah.
haha. now the weather is cloudy gonna rain like that. my fav kind. today woke up at ten. haha.
on tues pngteh went out. went to plaza sing. went to macs first, then eva forgot her pin number of her card. so we ate and ate, then went to best denki to play the xbox. broke my record for the car racing game! haha. then we sat down to watch monsters inc, then xinge put on her culottes secretly w/o us knowing.
went to carrefour (carry four) to sniff the shampoos. was sniffing a spearmint flavoured shampoo when huiyi squeezed it into my nose. haha, my blocked nose cleared after that. then we went to taste all those dried fruits. and drink the water in the ice mountain containers. then we saw some fingers. then we went up to the foodcourt. watched jieshi eat. then decided to go popular. in orchard. so went to dhoby ghaut mrt.
the train came. it was so full. then huiyi xinge jieshi went in, grace and me gonna go in then the door closed. so grace and me had to wait 6min for the next train to come. then joined the rest. went up to the popular. jieshi got digital fortress. and a pen. and some archie comics for mel. then huiyi was like looking at all the hair accessories, then xinge dunno why kept pushing me.
haha, our feet were all sore by the time we finished. then we went home.
yesterday obs checkup. i was discovered to have ectopic heartbeat. this basically means i have extra heartbeats. haha. must go take ECR in some other place. until then, dunno if i am going for obs or not. should be lah. i am healthy one. only got that occasional ectopic heartbeat.
bored now. mrs ho finally replied to my sms after 3 days of silence. haha. okie. me goes now. ciao.
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
i hate theory. if u wanna get someone to hate music altogether, ask that person to do theory. i spend 3 torturous hours in that piano teachers room staring at music notes. just the thought of it makes me shiver. 3 whole hours! i dun even spend that kind of time studying! and i am starting to hate my home. if it can even be called my home.
cos of the stupid theory exam this sat, my father's wife asked me to come home STRAIGHT after school, no going out. bear in mind that this is after exams. she says that i'm acting like everything is over, which would be true if not for the theory. stupid theory.
then. she gave me deception point 2 days ago and confiscated it today when i'm not even half thru. this is like the worst punishment lor! give something to me and let me experience it then take it away.
then. 3 days ago she promised me the book angels and demons. now, she says do theory first.
then. she threatens to not give me my allowance next week. when she clearly knows i am broke this week alr. as in really broke. i dun have a single cent. no more savings nothing.
this is worse than the exams. after every school day i go home immediately. and what do i do at home? stare at theory books DAY AND NIGHT. like, what else is there to do?! my father's wife has taken away the only books worth reading! hey. i still have my guitar though. breakthru! i have rediscovered a source of entertainment!
anyway, shes prowling around. dun care lah.
ciao.
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Monday, October 25, 2004
argh... i just came back from piano class. 3.straight.hours.of.non.stop.grade.8.theory.can.die. and im dead! haha! seriously u need a whole lot of brainpower to do that whole chunk of theory. so mel, i cant stop your com from working, i cant stop the teachers phone from getting thru. no more brainpower. haha.
today came to school. it was so quiet lor. no teachers in sight. the staffroom light was off. freaky. actaully the whole school was quiet for the whole day. haha. then in the morn went for this super boring talk by d.tan. not nice, not nice. ultra boring.
she talk finish alr, we went to do choral speaking. the first 2 hours was slacking, so went down to practise for netball carn. play play play until sweaty. so went up to class where the aircon was. then we practised the choral speaking. i am a sailor! yo ho yo ho a sailors life for me!
ciao!
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
hahahaha... today so fun. went to ruth house to bake. ruth is a church fren. hahahahaha. we baked cookies and brownies! yumm...
the cookies were great! didnt eat the brownies though... so filling. bleah.
after that went to TM with sam and peggy. took neonips haha. went to ice lemon tee. I WANT THAT PENGUIN TEE!! so suay lor! just when i dun have money, they decide to sell a nice penguin tee. argh! arh!
sigh. i dunno what to write about. tmr doing the choral speaking thingy. can i do theory while u all do choral speaking? i have 6 papers to do by 3 tmr. i am so dead. HAHAHAHA!! sigh. me goes now. ciao.
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Friday, October 22, 2004
HAHAHAHAHAHA! no more exams!!! yayy! exams are over! yayy!
haha, today after math exam was like smiling for half an hour. then i forgot that i was in a smiling mood and stopped smiling.
ahhhhh. i tell u ah, it really seems like somebody up there is playing with me lor! everytime. everytime when pple see mrs ho, i do not! for example. thursday. EVERYBODY had seen her. EXCEPT ME! its not fair, i tell u! everybody that i had asked said they had seen her and talked to her. and i havent! just when it was the geog paper too! fate!
today.during math. i decided to sleep. just then mrs ho comes in! i dunno how she kept so quiet, but i didnt hear her! everybody else saw her! and then when she went out and closed the door, i woke up! my head just popped up and i was wondering why there was no one there when i heard the door close! IT IS UNFAIR!! its absolutely NO FAIR! its fate! argh.
haha, then one day in the far future, some lit students will be doing a ques that says: to what extent are the deaths of mrs ho and hilary caused by fate? hahahahaha. but its super unfair!
ha. during the exams the teachers were all very noisy. esp the female ones. click-clocking around with their high heels. mrs ho the best. when she sat down her nametag just hit the table. ha. and she was so quiet when she came in today! its not fair. its fate!
hm. leg pain. dun wanna go for netball thingy tmr. dun even noe if im going. dun care lah. see first. ciao.
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
today geog and lit. i'm totally dead for both. geog had no time. all those 5 mark ques write only two paragraphs. and those 2 mark ques wrote like 5 paras?! sigh... so dead. one ques worth 3 marks i only got 3 sentences. no elaboration at all. DIEEE!!!!! ohnooo. i have let mrs ho down. i am too embarrassed to face her! actually no lah. haha.
lit. totally misinterpreted the last ques. thought it meant somehting else. only knew the meaning when it was too late. haha. after the exam that is.
after exams went out with geet aruna and ge. the day before math we go out! hahahahahaha. we went to lido macs. again. set at the exact same place. i smsed mrs ho on behalf of them. oh man... mrs ho replied... ahhhh! i regret sending her that sms!
ha. geetha was mumbling stuff. unintelligible. then she blames me for being deaf. bleah. haha, went to take neonip. got some act cool one. then got chio and unchio one. sigh. i dunno what im talking about.
anyway, spent 3 hrs walking around. can u believe it?! when i havent even start3ed on my math! so i felt so guilty in the train. then aruna and geet HAD to maluate themselves! they took the place of a small boy! horrible.
went home. was so guilty i spent 2 straight hours on math. now i am braindead. similarity, scales and maps, trigo ratios... do and do and do until i stared at a simple ques and couldnt do it. then i stopped. sighhhh...
tmr we gonna go out! again! last day of exams! haha.
and michy squishy poo, if u are reading this, i not going to church on sunday cos its class outing! going to bake at ruths house. yup. no ym. ha. but i still going to church on sat. publicity stuff. so u can forgo your lilo and stitch and come. or u can not forgo. up to u.
ciao.
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
high BR is caused by...
traditional mindsets
think children are assets
they must have a male to
make their line continue
education levels low
they dunno bout birth control
thus have many many kids
take care of their old-age needs
infant mortality
is really high, pity
and so they have more kids
replace those that din make it.
sigh... its so hard to think of stuff that can rhyme... bleah. ohno. forgot to practise map-reading. have to go now. bye.
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
bleah. mum online now, and i on-ed the com so might as well type out a blog entry. studied for history. again. sigh. its like i noe all those stuff, its just cos i need to feel like im studying. argh.
hehe. today chinese. geog teacher oops mrs ho came in. hahahaha. was so happy lor. the 208 had her twice! so jealous. according to geetha, the moment mrs ho came in everybody turned to look at me. hmm. why ah? haha. she walked around. and around. and around. quite noisily. then she sat down. even more noisily. everybody turned to look at her. she made an apologetic gesture. pple returned to their scripts. hahahaha.
then halfway thru my script i was like thinking bout an ans to a ques. eyes wandered to above her head. then she saw me, then she smiled in a very "sigh *shakes head*" kinda manner. and i could think of the ans to my ques! haha. but then after that she left and the super scary teacher came back. i could concentrate again. haha.
after the paper.. geet aruna me went out for lunch. i couldnt decide where to eat. so first we went to kfc. after talking for a while, we got up and went to burger king. where we talked somemore. then we got up and went to macs. where we settled down. and talked a lot. mostly on pples crushes. and bout teachers. hahahaha.
then i went out, went to orchard mrt. did u noe that i finished a vanilla cone while walking thru the underpass from lido to orchard mrt? wow!
then i came home. slept two and a half hours while listening to maroon 5 songs. after that studied hist. pulled out some toeskin. now theres a small hole. ahahahaha.
oh ya! forgot to say. today during the before the paper we were all very disgusting. geet started it! by saying that i almost um. touched my own twin. then mel said i almost touched geet with my "stick". so, my disgusting juices just flowed out. geet was holding xinges dictionary. so i thought of something dirty. geet was holding xinges dick in her hands! hahahhahaahaha. grossss.
okie okie. have to stop. must be clean.
"Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths": Ephesians 5:29a
haha. anyways. me goes now! ciao!
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
heyy... haha. today studied. and studied. studied chinese chiyu. study until 134, but then revised 1-89 again. so i'm really sure bout the front chiyu. haha.
hmm... friday. quite eventful. or rather not. aiyah. have sec4 farewell assembly. was so hot lor. but anyway it was quite touching and stuff. or rather not. then they played maroon5 songs! as expected, mel and me were singing. but then those ava pple dunno why they go and stop the music. so wasted.
then math. math so slack! i think it was the best math lesson i ever had lor. cos it was really relaxed... then she joked with us we joked with her. haha, so funny xinge shaded the whole thing. hmm, math teahcer is quite nice actually. so she went thru the thing with us, i was sent down to make 22 copies of the ws. five dollars fifty cents. must claim. ha. then i came up empty handed. then everybody was like staring, why she come up with nothing?? then i explained. haha.
so many pple were "sick". of course math teacher noes they are not really sick lah. so everytime we refer to them, we refer to them as "sick" pple. ahha. realised that i would kinda miss math teacher. dun really like that feeling. blah.
after that is eng. also so slack lor. it was also very relaxed ha. she gave us kitkats. i went down to collect the ws. came up with the ws and a box to put my stuff (retrenched mah). then i took 2 kitkats. then got one extra one. everybody like so reluctant to take. so i took. could never stand wasting food haha.
science. super slack. she didn teach. went out of the classroom on the pretext of clearing out the lockers. miss lim came. she gave me a kitkat and a note. hmm. will really miss her. hmm. returned her the ws. mixed up the ws, coudnt find her laser printed ones!! but then she was nice, said nvr mind. sigh, it was then i finally felt that being the math rep was not that bad... we offered her maggi mee and birds nest and merci chocs, she didnt accept. ahha. so funny.
ohya, before that mel and i were kinda irritating geog teacher. haha, i kept calling her jiahui, then shes like, how dare u call me that.
assembly. ge nvr wear tie properly. so this stupid teacher comes and asks her to tye it properly. then ge does it and rolls her eyes. then this even stupid-er teacher comes and scolds ge for rolling her eyes, cos shows defiance. so dumb. stupid teachers. haha, we started singing sch song. i actually heard hist teacher singing. she was kinda singing high, then at one point it was
too high, she started singing low. i sniggered a bit. haha.
then we sat down, mrs ho came and plonked a few files onto my lap. asked me to pass msg to mel. being the nice girl i am, i said okay. haha. assembly over, then after a very long time then realised that we couldnt fill it up without the slips of paper that are with mrs ho. so we had a huge debate on whether to go and take it or not, then i was very confused. finally decided not to.
we went to kfc!! haha, we had another huge debate at the counter. i spotted this shrooms offer, then i said i wanted that, then the other 4 also suddenly wanted that. so we got that and 2 cheesefries which ge sponsored. haha! then went home.
hmm. went home, i wrote postcards to a teacher. sighh... i really think that this year teachers are the best i ever had lor! with the exception of the language teaching ones. ha.
hm. realised that as a habit i dun refer to teachers by their name. i always call them by the subjects they teach. so scared i will forget them. must write them down.
207'04 teachers:
English and form teacher: miss ong
Chinese teacher: ZhangHao
Math teacher: Miss Lim Huey Miin (the witch/ah miin) haha...
Geography and CLE teacher: Mrs Ho Kah Wai (jiahui)
History teacher: Miss Wu Yimin (miss 5)
Literature teacher: Mrs Low Wai Lin (strawberry shortcake)
ahhh.......... i miss them. but i will miss 207 even more! noooo. dun wanna be seperated. ahhhhhhh. love u all 207-ers out there!
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
Sigh… decided to create a list of things I would remember about 207.
First one… PNGTEH.
Lets go in order shall we?
Xinge
your act cool style… haha. Your um… fate which constantly clashes with miss lim… and your fantastic bball skills!!! Hehe, rmb when we were shooting the waxbee ad, you gelled your hair so funkily… then when we go out u will always wear the same yellow shirt… argh… will miss u…
Huiyi
Your lameness… your fantastic art skills!! Hehe, when we were still sitting with pngteh, u were always the one who wrote the transparencies… then whenever we had a pngteh project, u would be the one who designed the stuff… and your laugh. The extremely high one. Haha. Sighhh…
Grace
Your um, weirdness?? Haha, will miss all your interesting stories… about lizards and bugs and what not. Haha, whenever we poked u, u were scream and jump 3 feet up in the air… so funny… nvr give up on your beloved energy, ya?
Jieshi
Hmm. Redcrosser. Haha, everytime we have pngteh project we would go your house… then It would be so fun lor. We would finish all your food… then I will always use your msn… then u will always sign me out! Hehe, rmb the romeo and juliet and hilary song?? So cool. Ha.
Eva
Our IT rep! Hehe. The hardworking one in pngteh. Everytime we see u u will be hard at work… then your file also so thick… hm. Methinks u should change your image. Look more funky. Then it’d be cool!! Haha, u will always be the hardworking one of pngteh!
PNGTEH
Remember that time the august babies bday? Hehe, huiyi grace and me prepared a hamper… then u all were so reluctant to come down… but eventually u all did! Hehe. I think u were all surprised lor… ha! And our plays are the best in the class right! Right!
Next one…
Mel
Hey twin!!! Hm, wasn’t that close to u in the first half of the year… haha. So fun! Fighting with drumsticks… singing maroon 5 songs… messing up each others hair… making our blogs the same blogskin… helping me tie my hair… argh. So many memories. Hehe.
Geet
Hmmmmmm…. What to say? Haha, u have been a good mei… at least u dun bully me as much as u bully your other gor.
Geri
Math rep!!!! Haha, has been fun working with u, not so fun collecting worksheets! Math reps unite!
Yiwen
Um, your biantai-ness? Cos huiyi xinge are always telling me bout your bian tai antics. Haha.
Sighhh… so many memories. So little time to write. Have to go now. Will continue with this list the next blog!!! Ciao. *cries*
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today was very interesting. haha, when i was walking to class, so geog teacher. so i went down to talk to her, sun bian see grace they all bullyihg the cat. haha.
com studs. me was surfing the net, then decided i was bored, so went to irritate mel. she was like kinda opening her fanfic on my com, and i closed the window. then she tried to open the fanfic on her com, couldnt. cos of my brainwaves. then she finally got it opened. so i attempted to reach for the mouse to close that window too. the interesting part started.
everytime i lunged for the mouse, mel would catch my hands. then hold it in a vice grip and i would be there squirming, trying to get out. then everytime mel had to scroll down i would snap my hands free and try to click the mouse to close the window. was twisting my hands in all sorts of weird proportions, but somehow mel managed to hold on. so i decided to hold her instead.
grabbed her hands and refused to let go of them. then she was like trying and pulling, trying to get her hands out. but then, there is logic. if i cannot get her hands off mine, how can she get my hands off hers? so just held her hands while she was pulling and tugging away. haha. then she was like grunting with the exertion. then the bian tai kimberly said: "mel, stop moaning." look at it in the dirty sense. u get what i mean.
then finally managed to break free and held her hands instead. so she becomes the trapped one. haha. finally managed to close her window. hahahahaha. after that our wrists are soo red. and limp. couldn move em.
sigh... last lit lesson. so sad lor. anywya, she gave us lollies. so nice of her.
geog lesson. also the last one. was so slack lor. mel and grace came and we started thinking bout all the good times we had in 107 and 207. was so sad lor. argh.... will miss this fantastic class!!! argh....
then after that mel and me were like fighting with the drumsticks at the back of the class, me always slicing off her hands. then legs. see, i very methodical one. then geri took over. first time i managed to kill her, 2nd time didnt get to. apparently there was some quarrel going on, but then i didn even noticed it. until pple told me. anyway, fought with mel one last time. killed her again. ahha.
lunch! went down to eat. came up. kimberly wrote xinge loves lim huey miin on the board. xinge chased after her with a broom. then kimberly ran to math teacher and took cover. xinge stopped.
math and english was uneventful. sigh. me so tired. but still have to do the sci perf task report. darn it.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
haha, today was so interesting. hm. the school day started good and ended good haha. get wat i mean?? becausee... geog was first lesson and geog was last lesson!! hahahahahahahaha!! anyway, geog lesson in the morn is quite okay lah. refreshed my memory of a lot of stuff...
next lesson: PE. it was one of the most boring PE lessons i have ever had. that teacher made us play half court games!!! which is not fun. cos u dun get to play with everybody on the team, and its so cramped! i need space to run! full court games are super fun. haha.
this week is the week where there are all the last lessons... its kinda sad to know that u might nvr get taught by these teachers again... and you would prob forget about them and move on in life... cos our teachers this year are really nice. for example... geog teacher!!! haha, how could i forget her. hist teacher? a bit lah. cos the person sitting beside me has a crush on her... geet and kim alerted me on it. didn even notice lor. math teacher??? hmm. that one is quite subjective lah. but then she was quite nice... was. lit teacher is also okayy...
history... was in the first half of hist when the fire drill thingy went. our class was like totally calm lor. we even quietened down to hear hist teacher make an announcement. its like theres a fire in the canteen and we were listening to hist teacher telling us to do chap 6 source base ques. then after that we strolled down to the parade square. we only started walking briskly when the principals asked us to.
then... it was so cramped in the parade square lor! and hot! then while we were suffering in the heat, the teachers were lounging in the shade, talking and laughing. anyway, we sat there until another thingy rang. then some teacher came up to make an announcement. then we went back to class. while we were going back up, the clouds came and shaded the entire parade square. what luck.
then we went up. it was hist for 15 min, then it was science. was outside with mel when math teacher gave me the math certs. then geog teacher came. waited for her to walk until she was like 10cm away, then jumped in front of her and asked if her chi name was jiawei. usually teachers will like stop short and be like shocked when a student jumps up in front of her right. (i should noe. did that loads of times to math teacher haha) geog teacher however, did something very... um... unexpected. dunno why she did it also... aiyah. say it here also paiseh lah. dun tell u. haha.
hmm. after that lit. very uneventful. listened to this barbie doll song.
geog again!!! we did maps. mel came and sat next to me grace came and sat next to mel. and we did the maps. it seems that those pple love mapping zimbabwe. those are the onli type they have. so we do and do, finish! battled with mel using drumsticks... so fun. haha, in the morn we were pretending to be harry potter, lotr, the matrix... then we were fighting. and cutting off each other's hands and legs. fight fight fight, time to go home! so i said bye to the geog teacher and went home with grace.
tuition. was so tired i started to write my words backwards when tuition teacher was giving me tingxie. then my tuition teacher spotted my extra long white hair on my arm. she said it was so long. then throughout the rest of tuition could feel her eyes on my hair. so creepy!! pple always try to pull out my hair when they see it! argh.
then now i am blogging. haha. ciao.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
boo... hahaha, not so stressed alr!!! methinks it has something to do with the passing up or RS report, and no more RS to do. i would be foolish if i dared to think that RS has left my life forever. i am now into the path of mugging, and have temporarily left the road of suffering. ha.
todayy... have aesthetics. i got back my cushie cushie cushionnn!!! and it kinda stank. methinks it has something to do with the plastic bag the teacher put it in. then we cooked pizza. and konnyaku jelly. and pineapple crush. HAHAHAHA lijia's and xinge's one was konnyaku mush! so... unique. mine was a nice light purple.
then CLE. we went to the hall for this stupid presentation thingy... saw my lao gong!!! and his xiao lao po hahah. then went back to class. CLE teacher, alas, was not there. only got form teacher. so sad lor. then i found out later that CLE teacher didn't come cos her, um, "daug" is sick. notice that her "daug" is always sick on tues. hmm.
lunch. ate my pizza. grace ate her fillings, then her crust. hahahaha. all pngteh-ers were sitting together eh! its like, ge and me come first, then huiyi and grace, then jieshi eva! and there were six. haha! so we talked. then someone else came. and there were seven.
was eating my konnyaku jelly with both hands. kinda squishing it... then in the end it looked a lot like gel. then i chased mel all the way to the sink... threatening to smear the "gel" on her... haha.
then ah! dunno why so many pple asked me bout geog remedial!!! its not like i am all-knowing... why should i know bout geog remedial? some pples ans to that ques was... quite... unique. hmm.
go home. went home with ge jieshi huiyi chiaying huiru. haha. so fun. at orchard me and ge went to macs and asked the person for a cup of water. then we went home.
was bored when i went home. so sms-ed geog teacher. told her that her "daug" should get some exercise, always falling sick. then geog teacher said that i needed to get exercise too. exercise my brain. -.-"
then i complained bout the horrible state of my geog, how to pass exams? and she said: "haf faith." -.-""
wahh. dun understand her at all! she always say this kind of weird weird things, i ask her for explanation, she dun reply!!! i wonder if she reads my blog. although she says she does not, she noes stuff that i wrote in my blog.
for example... one day when we were talking bout RS, she asked me not to jump. i intepret jumping as commiting suicide k? and i have no idea how she knows that i wanna jump... i only wrote it in my blog. and told some frens bout it. soo. how does she know?!?!
sigh. nvr mind. have to stop thinking bout these stuff. start mugging. anyway. bye.
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Monday, October 11, 2004
ahhhh!!!! finally finished uploading the humongous file onto the yahoo briefcase!!! yahooooo!!!!! had to like break it up into 5 small parts, and like 6 small subparts for the survey analysis lor. argh.
spent like 2 n a half hours on the com trying to upload it. missed dinner, just ate. then cos i missed dinner blood sugar was chao low. so i was snapping at everyone. feel so guilty. then while uploading the stupid thing, the com kept hanging. i think grace's com's disease has passed thru my thumbdrive into my com. i'm not gonna have anything to do with grace's com anymore.
anyway, was really angry. so i kept cursing in my mind. both the f word and the opposite of heaven. then cos i had promised God to try not to curse those two words, methinks He reminded me to stop by hanging my com. when i wouldn't learn, He hanged my com again. and again. until i stopped cursing. wow. haha.
sigh... feeeeeel sooooo stressssedddd!!!! tmr got the cooking thingy...... have to borrow apron frm fren cos mine has fungus on it. feel so guilty!!! think she's angry. arghhh... my life is soooo screwed! and its all my fault sigh.
haha. today in sch i tied my hair. pple kept saying that i looked feminine!!! haha. then gor kept shaking his head whenever he saw me. haha. methinks i shall carry on tying my hair. haha. bleah.
today classroom front door was locked. which was fine, as i always use the backdoor. dunno why also. habit. anyway, the teachers were all trying to force the door open. haha. then math teacher was the only one who really kept remembering the front door. but then when class ended she slipped, and tried to open the front door. haha.
sighhhhh!!!! no matter what mood i force myself to be in, i still feel stressed up!!! this usually isn't the case. i usually am able to put aside all my stress-ness. but i can't now! wHY!!!???
today had piano class. went there early. spent one and a half hours trying to find augmented sixes. and dissonance between the tonic triads and the left hand part. and trying to figure out why it was Debussy who composed the piece, not Berlioz and Boulez. stresseddd!!!!!!!
ARGH!!! I AM STRESSED AND ANGRY WITH MYSELF AND I DUN EVEN NOE WHY!!!! can somebody help?
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
boo! haha. changed my blog template. anyone noticed?? haha, its the same as mel's. cos she's my twin, see? and twins look the same, see? so this blogskin looks the same, see? haha. cos both of us wanted to change our blogskin, so i said, since we're twins, why dun we change to the same one? and she said cool! lets do it! and so we did it! yay!
haha. been in a mugging mood today. came back from church, mug mug and mug. mug finish hist 3 chapters and the 60 chinese chi yu u noe!!! haha. feel so accomplished.
oww. psychomotor skills not functioning. was reaching for the doorknob, then whacked my knuckles hard on the doorframe. ouch. created a loud thudding sound.
sighh... just found out something. geog teacher does not read blogs. cos one of the blogs she read called her a b****. so mean! shes so nice, how can anyone call her that? and the person who called her that is from this school. *glares at that person*
hehe, yesternight went to carrefour. bought a thumbdrive for 40 bucks, thats quite cheap. 128MB storage, then got this security feature, can make password so pple cannot assess your files. haha. so cool.
hmm. i play the guitar to destress. then lately have been playing a lot more. like i can play it twice a day for bout 1hr each time. wow.
had a prayer meeting in church for the camp. hope publicity can finish everything on time. we running on a very tight schdule. raHHHH.
okie. me goes now. ciao.
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Friday, October 08, 2004
This is getting wayyyy overboard.
Esp baitees (minus mel n geri n deb), huiyi and the stupid wen bixue.
Your crappiness has gone too far.
I dunno if christabel has any part in it
Cos it is her piece of paper
Dun think she would do this kinda thing
But u nvr noe
If she really did it then
Haha, had a lot of fun right.
Sigh was angry during CLE today.
Stupid pple making up stupid stories which are totally rubbish.
And somemore showing a teacher that I liked her.
You all got nothing better to do is it.
But then I not angry now.
Cannot stay angry long
Not my nature.
Was so pissed with that piece of paper
I erased the whole relationship web thingy
But didn throw it away
Returned it to christabel
So considerate :P
Now, to happy things! Actually there’s nothing really happy in my life right now… but a lot of stuff that is unhappy. Decided that RS is actually a short form for Road of Suffering. Hahahahaha.
Have no more suicidal thoughts yayy! Am okay with my life again. :D cheer up mel! And remember to call me if u ever feel like commiting suicide. Must give pple chance to dissuade u, yes?
Hmm. Me wanna play guitar. Ciao.
Oh no. haven started mugging yet. Big big big big trouble.
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
k. this is getting out of hand. i think i need to explain myself. despite my um, "obsessive behaviour" with the geog teacher, when have i ever said that i crushed her?! people are assuming all sorts of things... and its mostly the baitees, if u notice. haha. and huiyi's row.
and tell u all something. whenever huiyi says that someone crushes somebody, it is usually NOT TRUE. her basis of someone crushing someone is just by looking at that someone. that time in assembly i was staring off into space (which i do a lot) in roughly the direction of the right side of the stage. then huiyi immediately assumed that i crushed the president's wife. like, please lah! i wasn't even looking at her lor!
i should stop staring off into space and stoning. although i like doing that, pple seem to make all kinds of assumptions whenever i stare off into space. huiyi, geog teacher... blah blah blah.
today so embarrassing lor! had to rush home urgently, then the geog teacher still nvr let us go home. then i was kinda irritated by the maps alr, then somemore running late. so was kinda frantic. so when geog teacher said pass up your maps and u can go, i took mel's map and mine and threw it on the table. methinks she was quite irritated also, cos she looked at me in a "u better put those maps properly and how dare u throw them like that on my table" kinda look.
so i picked my map and mel's map up and put it nicely on the table and gave an apologetic smile. then she assumed that i could help her collect the maps, and immediately announced to the class: "k, pass up all your maps to hilary!!!!" then cos i was very frantic by then, i blurted in a whinish sort of way (i admit that i did whine): "cannot, have to rush home!!!"
then from behind me i heard kimberly laugh. then wheeled around, and quite a few pple were laughing. so i promptly turned brick red. apparently i turned very red, cos aa lot of pple were remarking on the deepness of the redness of my face. then ql thought i was crying, but i wasn. i dun cry bout these soort of stuff. dun see the point. so anyway i collected most pple's maps, sorry if i was rude to u all. my fault. should have controlled my emotions better.
anyway, passed up the maps and rushed off. was really in a rush. think i surprised huiyi when i dashed past her onto the road when the traffic light had like only 4 seconds left. but made it. :D
sigh. my behaviour today was... not good. didn like it. must change.
P.S i have only one crush, and i am loyal to that crush. so u all dun talk nonsense.
ciao.
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
RS IS OVERRR!!!!!!!! I’m so happy, so happy, so happy, I feel so lucky, so lucky, so lucky!!!!!! NO MORE RSSS!!!!!!! NO MORE PAIN!!! No more suffering!!!
The horrible experience I had with RS rap.
RS was…
Wreaking my sleep patterns
And making my eyebags fatten
Making me sick physically
Losing hair more regularly
Sitting in front of the com screen
Vision isn’t what it has been
Cos of worry heart stopped beating
Pulmonary veins all sleeping
Do reflections and lit reviews
Survey collation and interviews
Now its over I’m so happy
In a mood now that is rappy
No more staying up very late
Until hours meant for the dead
Can spend time on relaxation
But tests in close proximation
So got no time to enjoy stuff
No time to enjoy a good laugh
Now have to spend time mugging
On my heartstrings there’s some tugging
I think I am gonna die soon
No more naps in the afternoon
To all my fellow sufferers
Study hard and do well, cheers!
Haha. Like it?? Methinks this sounds more like a rap. Haha.
Today, woke up ate breakfast. Then went to school. Was so stressing noe. Grace like dunno whether she coming, then she has all the important stuff with her… then charlene’s com crashed… so me and charlene contemplated jumping down together.
However, I understand that it would be traumatising for onlookers. So we didn’t jump.
Me skipped recess, skipped lunch to do RS. The com lab had like a 30 person queue trying to use the coms and the printer… all for RS. Then thru out aesthetics, our attentions were all on RS. So anyway, completed the presentation without much hiccups. Then went out and was overcome by a wave of elation.
Then spotted mel. So ran towards her and hugged her, so great was my happiness. After that grace parked us at E207 and went to take her stuff. Then we went far east.
Cos grace nvr bring her ezlink card, we decided to walk to far east. We made mel close her eyes and walk all the way, crossing 3 roads. ALL WITH HER EYES CLOSED. Not bad eh she. Then everytime she touched something, she would scream. Haha. So I made her touch as many things as possible.
At kfc, we ate. Then we talked. For about half an hour. About lizards and mealworms and grace’s terrapins and beetles and moths and whatnot. Haha. Then we took a train home, mel couldn’t stop laughing. Dunno why. We reached kembangan, then didn’t allow mel to get out. So she talked with us till bedok, then went out. Haha.
Anyway. I went home and SLEPT. Then I woke up. And did my hw, and wrote this. Haha. Anyway, ciao!
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
Heyy…
Sigh, today was so tiring. Tell u what happeneed.
Morning: went to school. Grace was late. She was late yesterday too. But anyway she came. And we did our math project until we were so tired. Then we went to far east kfc with huiru. Grace and me ate the ultimate chicken meal, while huiru ate a zinger. Grace and me were finished with our chicken and halfway thru our chicken burger when huiru declared that she was full over her half eaten zinger. Dunno how she does it. I can’t get full on half a burger. Anyway grace and me ate thru the crispy chicken, chicken burger and popcorn chicken and coke. Then huiru just ate her chicken fillet from the zinger. Then grace and me helped huiru to eat her fries. Then we went home. I went to church.
Afternoon: got to church. Noone there. So decided to do hw. Took out atlas. Squinted and peered and strained my overlong eyeballs to try and find countless quarries, trigonometrical stations, police stations and ferry points. By the 3rd map my right eye was twitching like mad. So took a rest. Looked out at some balsam plants in broken pots. Then returned.
Halfway felt like listening to music, so tried to on the cd player. Was searching for the on button, dun have. Then I realised that there were no batteries inside, and the wire wasn’t connected. Couldn’t find a suitable wire, so I just left it. Continued searching for the little geographical stuff on the map. Left eye started twitching. So I just gave up on my 4th map and went up for worship prac.
Played the out of tune piano. Since the piano was out of tune, and all the other instruments were tuned to the piano, we basically had an out of tune band. All the time my right eye was twitching. Oww. Stupid maps.
K, end of worship prac. Switched places with the drummer and played the drums while she played the piano. So fun. Then went to photocopy youth camp regis forms. Then have to cut with that cutter board thing, which was made for right handers. Amazingly I cut all very nicely while my right handed fren was struggling and tearing up all the forms. And I’m a left hander in case u all haven’t quite noticed. They say lefthanders very smart. Haha. What can I say.
Night: my eyeballs are still twitching. Esp when I read mel’s blog, cos she didn’t really leave spaces in between her words. Poor mel. Must cheer her up. Get her to do more situps or something. Anyway, must rest my tired eyeballs. Ciao.
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